Weird mood.. im so sick. it hurts to talk and i have a headache.. i cant breath out of my nose.. haha its horrible. anywa last night was all crying.. mikaela toooooo... its otay now i guess tho. today i have church yay with lara.. even tho i feel like shit. laras surprise party was a blaaaaaast. hehe BINGO!!!! twister moves. haha. anyway im just ( Read more... )

We were s'posed to be friends forever ( Read more... )

blahhh retarded moood! i dunno im so confused about everything. i seriously am thinking bout ian.. blurr i wish it was easy.. i wish that it was junior high again..

Nick fucking broke up with Jessica last night.!!! and the fucking north game in front of everyone!!!! HES SUCH A DICK!!!!!!!!! I HATE HIM. she went home crying. i couldnt believe him. It was freezing last night.. Josh made it better tho. lol. OMG! Ian was with his little friends and the new love interest.. and all of a sudden i hear him like loudly ( Read more... )

Ok yesterday was a normal day.. im over Jordan. I have to be. Josh asked me out yesterday and i said yes. lol. funnnny. then jordan finally talks to me last night and is like."so i heard your over me eh?" im like ya i guess... you dont talk to me.. you ignore me. and hes like "i just wanted you to see that there is more for you out there than me" ( Read more... )

Ya ok.. depressed again as usual. wat else is new. ok was alrite.. nothin special happened. Im seriously close to being over Jordan. i cant deal with him not talking to me.. and then talking to me when he wants to. thats bs. and im not gonna just be his bitch.. which i know i am right now. i need to just let go.. nothin new.. later tonite ill ( Read more... )

ok.. the worst depressed mood today. im a bit better now.. but i just wanted to cry the entire day. blahh.. i dunno wat as wrong with me.. but it sucked.. and it still does. i lost my fitness plan so i have to do another because stupid me didnt save it.. ya im a fuckin retard. ill write later when im in a better mood.. interesting thing that ( Read more... )

FIREFIGHTER FOR HALLOWEEN!!! Red overalls' tight yellow tank top underneath. lol. loose over tight. sexxxxxay. hahaha anyway i went to mikis today and we listened to halloween music, made decorations for her room, and we were so hungry for howies pizza.. so we hate pretzels with parmazan cheese and pizza sauce.. haha it actually tasted good. anyway ( Read more... )

Ask me 3 questions, anything you want, and I will answer them honestly. Post this in your LJ and allow your friends to ask you 3 questions that you must answer honestly.
HAHA STOLE FROM BRE!! please comment tho... not many did on my annomous.. just my love bre.

im in a really really depressed mood! i miss bre.. i wnated to chill with her today.. but of course not nothin works out. i went to church.. and i was thinking and sum stuff i dont agree with.. like always coming to God. I dont think that you should come to God with EVERYTHING. Cuz then i feel like you just come to because you feel like its the ( Read more... )