So yes, I gots some money's for my schooling from the good old government today and I will have to hunt for more to pay the rest of my fees. But on the whole I am pleased. Mcad is surprisingly more reasonable than that other place it's almost like a crude parody of a life point I didn't live. Anyway, I need to go back to actively job hunting, my ( Read more... )

SOooooo...I just got into MCAD. I'm still bloated and gross but it seems as if things are gonna be ok. Soooooo yea.

Its been confirmed. I'm the dullest most mediocre creature that ever lived. I'm feeling bloated and gross and unlovable. This waiting for rejection is killing me, I gotta plan what else I'm gonna do with my scuzzy. Cuz I'm pretty sure I'm getting rejected.I'm soooooo bored with work and the whole everything that I am really, but i'm starting to ( Read more... )

Gosh! I hate working friday nights. Never do I feel such self-loathing as I do on those days. It's a passing madness but it fucks me up none the less. Had a pretty swell time working this morning with Melissa and John who are fun enough to tolerate my crazy pants ways and sometimes even join in. Summer is ending and I'm freaking the fuck out. I ( Read more... )

Soaking my feet in a bubble tub, reading sci fi while a poodle dog snuggles on my lap and fish and chips are being made in the kitchen. Is there a happier way to spend a Sunday evening?

I find whenever I have need to complain I always run into someone who has it far worse than me. Perhaps not far worse, but they tend to be going through something of which I have no good advice. Perhaps this is life's way of telling me not be such a weiner, buckle down and just fucking live. Either way money issues are causing me to avoid hanging ( Read more... )

Cleaning up a bathroom full chunky red sick at around midnight is a grand way to cap off an otherwise miserable day. I'd laugh about the cartoon way that my vomit storm came about we're my throat not burning and my eyes weren't dry from crying all day. My only comfort in this though is that I seem to able to shrug off days like these a little ( Read more... )

So I drove about town today with my, Mumsies, and sold all my old anime magazines and comics as well as some old fantasy books that were too boring to read at Half-Price books.My entire geeky teenage hood came out to about 16 dollars and considering what I have to show for myself at age 20 it seems about right in its worth. I rather hate driving. ( Read more... )

Sitting around without underpants is strange and new. I don't recommend it, but the laundry is running so soon i'll be civilized again. I wanna go on a comic run, but i'm worried about my funds still I would like to go. Looks like i'll be wasting away another friday pushing #2's for the popping corn gods. My room is still a mess,and I need it clean ( Read more... )

Paranoia really sets in when you're upset. I've been pretty bummed this weekend about the future and the like. Friday at work was completely depressing, but I'm sure it had more to do with my attitude than it had to do with other people.I just can't seem to involve myself in this job. I'm not a team player. I don't want to really advance. And I'm ( Read more... )