Well we have been watching the new season of the L word. I am upset, because they changed the theme music, now it is some totally random, stupid sounding song. Oh yeah and they did this whole "high fashion" type pics of the girls for the intro. And might I say that Jenny looks so hot with short hair, OMFGs I would so through her down and f**ck her ( Read more... )

Ok so I just looked at my journal I just realized I have been doing alot of quizzes recently, they have been fun, but I wonder why. Could it be because I am escaping from my life, though thinking on something else? I have not been ranting and raving as much, not sure if this is a good or a bad thing. I don't know... we have been watching the L word ( Read more... )

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Cute quiz I took.

You Are Apple Cider
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Well it is Halloween, and well Micheal is gone, in retrospect I kinda saw it coming, as to wether I should be in therapy or not Micheal quite frankly my dear I don't give a damn what you think. I know I need help. It is ok to not be ok, but it is not ok to not be ok without help. I am just really upset that he did not even have the guts to tell us ( Read more... )

So lucky me I am sick again. I had a very busy and interesting weekend, I think part of it maybe I have done to much and expected too much out of people. I guess I should hold Micheal to a different standard than I would a heathen child, or adult for that matter. He asked me to help so I gave him advise, and I think quite a bit of it went ion one ( Read more... )

Wow I feel unloved, noone leaves comments. Oh well, nothing better to do. I feel dispondant, depressed, and well crazy, I even wonder if I should be here. Do I belong in the funny farm. Now Mom is going to therapy, Micheal (who lives with us) is going to go to therapy, and Chris went to therapy with me today so we could try to learn how to talk to ( Read more... )

#1 Thanks Mikheal


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Gee it has been a long time since I updated my journal. I just haven't had time nor the interest to do so. I don't know why according to my therapist it is because of the depression. I have been trying to keep myself busy and I am doing pretty good to keep myself from being too busy. I am volunteering at Al's school, helping my mom at her house, ( Read more... )

Well yes we are getting to that place we all know as summer. with in the next couple of weeks Al. will graduate from Kindergarden, I am soo not ready for this, even if Al is. She is just growing up to fast. I wish the councling center would hurry up and get me a counsler, I am tired of waiting on them. We had a great Beltaine out at the Tribe lands ( Read more... )