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[freyis]

I'm writing this on advice from my therapist; hopefully it will be as helpful as it sounds. While I may not believe in God in the Christian sense, He makes a pretty damn good target for this, so here it goes

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[katlyn]

I'm really sorry, hun. For some reason I thought this was getting better. :/ Any other possible causes for the pain? I'm sure you've been exhausted just thinking of possible solutions.

Just wanted to let you know I read this, I'm really sorry that you haven't gotten a full recovery by now, and that if you need more venting time I'm available. Big hugs. <3

[freyis]

I'm recovering in some areas, not so much in others. A lot of it is just... emotional and mental fatigue. I'm so tired of having to deal with it or think about it every day.

I'm having a CT scan today and then meeting with my vascular surgeon afterwards to go over it, to make sure it isn't something going wrong with the dissection (well, any more wrong than having one already is).

Some days are better than others. I had a pretty nice weekend overall, but it seems like the beginning of the week is worse each time, especially Tuesday for some reason. I'm not pushing myself extra hard on Monday or anything, so I know it isn't due to overdoing it; something about it just tends to lead to me feeling shitty on that day.