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One hundred things that make me happy.
Can I do it?
We shall see...
1. Concerts
2. When I run into an unexpected $10 jeans sale @ the mall.
3. Fishnet gloves
4. Cheesy 80's music & disco... YES DISCO, do you wanna take it outside, bitch? :p
5. Cordoroy blazers
6. Sugarfree licorice
7. Boys that aren't assholes
8. Super nintendo
9. When I make perfect toast
10. Bunnies ^_^
11. Candles
12. The BB&C
13. Reading
14. Madonna's Immaculate Collection
15. When it's the perfect tempature outside
16. Planting flowers and watching them grow
17. Making it through a day without bingeing or purging
18. Soloing in E minor
19. Sailor moon stuff
20. Lipsmackers lip balm
21. Andrew's voice on the phone
22. And when he sighs nervously
23. And his laugh
24. When strangers say interesting random things to me
25. Being pleased with a song I've written
26. Really hot, long baths
27. And being wrapped in my big soft velour-y blanket after the bath, ahhh
28. Getting gifts, no matter how inexpensive and small, that show that the person really cares and pays attention to me
29. When my closet is perfectly organized
30. Feeling thin (which hasn't been for a while but when it happens it's damn euphoric)
31. Getting random emails
32. Caffeine pills
33. Getting lost in music
34. Making goal for myself and actually reaching them
35. Beautiful dreams that wake you up in a good mood and are on your mind all day
36. Teaching things to little kids. Like how to make a fluffernutter, haha. It's precious.
37. The first week or so of having a new crush. All the newness and lust and excitement and novelty.
38. Winning stuff on ebay (haha)
39. Brownies
40. Making bracelets
41. Knee socks
42. Buying notebooks
43. Candy stores
44. New haircuts! (on the rare occasion I'm allowed to get one. -_-)
45. Hair dye
46. Having a schedual (Hey, I'm a Virgo)
47. Boys with accents
48. Girl talk
49. Laughing
50. Making friends feel better when they're sad
51. Underwear shopping
52. Pictures that turn out non-ugly
53. Deviantart
54. The Beatles
55. The Cure
56. Poetry
57. Spongebob Squarepants
58. Reading through my old journals
59. When wishes come true
60. Liz Phair
61. A Scale Map Of Africa
62. Singing
63. D.C.!
64. Going to Rehobeth & getting crap from the trinket shops.
65. ...And candy kitchen... dammit.
666. Bookstores
67. Kicking random people's asses @ Soulcalibur in the mall.
68. Writing atrocious & hilariously bad slashfic *alternative literature.
69. The word "Atrocious" :D
70. Quasi-obscure words in general. In general I speak like the most pretentious fuck you've ever heard in real life.
71. New guitar picks. I collect them...
72. HELLO KITTTTYYYY. <3
73. Baking cupcakes
74. Especially when I don't massacre them and nearly burn the house down.
75. Ties! I have like dozens. Avril Lavinge fucked it up for me for a while there, but I'm back in the saddle with it now.
76. Perfect apples.
77. Having money. Hello, shallow much?... but I never have money, really and when I do, that feeling of indepenence is nice.
78. Boots
79. Corset tops
80. Gravy Train!!!!
81. When my assertive (or hyper, but assertive sounds more productive and mature) side kicks in. When this happens, which is fairly oft as of late, I smile and run around and stalk emo boys and talk to everyone and do insane things. Not unlike mania, yes...
82. Singing in Kathleen Hanna voice for hours. XD
83. Excessive profanity without apparent reason. cockdamnwhorebitchfuckerface! XD
84. Mindfucks.
85. Excessive use of the word "brilliant". I don't know why it's funny, it just is. Inside joke.
86. Immaculate liquid-eyeliner application. Y'know.. when you wake up in the morning and get it perfect on the first go, it just puts you in the mood to carpe deim, man.
87. Cartman's hella song
88. & Uncle Fucker! XD
89. Techno. Yes... Gosh. But only GOOD techno. Like Shpongle & etc. Techno that makes you lose your mind.
90. Sleeeeeeeeppppinnggggg.
91. Halloween.
92. Marshmallow Peeps.
93. Thesauruses.
94. Starbucks. (corprate whore..)
95. Stephen the IPod. :D
96. Painting.
97. Cursive. The font, not the band..
98. Hugs.
99. Acceptance.
100. Love.
20 things that make me sad:
1. Lonliness
2. Lust ruining love
3. Weight gain
4. When the batteries in my camera die
5. Wasting my life
6. Feeling guilty
7. Feeling like I've eaten way way too much even if I didn't & I don't gain weight. FUCK that feeling.
8. Evil girls :[
9. Seeing the people I love hurting
10. Getting lost in Lowe's XD That place is like the house of leaves, I sware to you. Beware of Lowe's!
11. Racism.
12. & Sexism.
13. & Homophobia.
14. & Everything else fucktarded like that.
15. Bad parents. Cause I dunno.. I just adore little kids & they're precious and I want my own. :[ (ONE DAY! not now, hehe).
16. That anyone has to live with anorexia/bulimia/coe etc. It's fucking lame and life-destroying, and so many people cannot understand it, so not only do you encounter constant triggers and insensitivity, but even the so-called treatment system is 90% misinformed and BULLSHIT. *sigh* :/
17. I dunno.
18. I've had enough sad stuff now. :(
19. OH WAIT....
20. DUMBO. Oh my God. :[