I'm worth a million in prizes.
1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
It kinda went from the bowels of fucking HELL, to pretty great.
It felt so much different from a lot of other years.
I truely did some growing in all senses of the word.
I truely feel like I actually started living this year.
I sware.
2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
No specific one, really.
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
Janurary-June. :/
4) Where were you when 2005 began?
drugspukingstealingcryinginbed, etc.
5) Who were you with?
Alone.
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
Hopefully still alive and sane.
Probably getting drunk in my living room wearing a new years' tiara.
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
Alone.
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
Hell no, and in fact, totally went against it, haha.
9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
Yes.
10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
Well, I fell deeper in love, yes.
11) If yes, with who?
Oh gee I wonder.
12) If yes, do they know?
I hope so.
I think it's safe to say that they do.
14) You regret it?
Not a bit.
15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
No but I did get dumped.
..Except we weren't actually dating.
So I guess I just got used.
Yay.
16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
Yes.
17) Who are your favorite new friends?
We don't really see each other any more. :(
18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
November kicked.
19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
Nope. :(
20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
2.
21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
You mean death or walking out of my life? If it's the first one, no; if it's the second one, yes.
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
Yes.
23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
Napoleon fucking Dynamite.
24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
Hmm... Fake French... Right Where It Belongs... So many.
25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
With_fucking_Teeth.. it grew on me..
And A Scale Map of Africa, of course.
26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
1.
27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
NIN, cause it was the only one, haha!
28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
Not really, no.
29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
Not a lot, but enough. And I quickly found out that it is not for me..
30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
Zero.
31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Yes.
33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
"Trust me."
Bastard.
34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
Indirectly and unintentionally, yes.
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
Sheez.. yes.
36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
WTF?
37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
Wow I don't have one... wow. :/
38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
It probably involved vomit.
39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
I wish I had actually done and said what I wanted to. This applies to counless moments and situations.
I came into this year the most submissive little coward you had ever seen. And I've changed a lot once I found out that that usually leads you nowhere, and basically just was not working for me.
I never wanted to hear it when people told me this, but I've swallowed my pride.
I don't have to paticularly love myself to be assertive.
And assertive doesn't always equal Bitch.
Moping around and thinking I'm undeserving of everything is much more laughable and stupid than noble and selfless.
40) What are your plans for 2006?
Keep learing, keep listening, keep living, no matter where it takes me.
Never stop thinking, take chances, and listen to my gut.
I am quite terrified of the future...
It kinda went from the bowels of fucking HELL, to pretty great.
It felt so much different from a lot of other years.
I truely did some growing in all senses of the word.
I truely feel like I actually started living this year.
I sware.
2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
No specific one, really.
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
Janurary-June. :/
4) Where were you when 2005 began?
drugspukingstealingcryinginbed, etc.
5) Who were you with?
Alone.
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
Hopefully still alive and sane.
Probably getting drunk in my living room wearing a new years' tiara.
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
Alone.
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
Hell no, and in fact, totally went against it, haha.
9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
Yes.
10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
Well, I fell deeper in love, yes.
11) If yes, with who?
Oh gee I wonder.
12) If yes, do they know?
I hope so.
I think it's safe to say that they do.
14) You regret it?
Not a bit.
15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
No but I did get dumped.
..Except we weren't actually dating.
So I guess I just got used.
Yay.
16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
Yes.
17) Who are your favorite new friends?
We don't really see each other any more. :(
18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
November kicked.
19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
Nope. :(
20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
2.
21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
You mean death or walking out of my life? If it's the first one, no; if it's the second one, yes.
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
Yes.
23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
Napoleon fucking Dynamite.
24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
Hmm... Fake French... Right Where It Belongs... So many.
25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
With_fucking_Teeth.. it grew on me..
And A Scale Map of Africa, of course.
26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
1.
27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
NIN, cause it was the only one, haha!
28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
Not really, no.
29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
Not a lot, but enough. And I quickly found out that it is not for me..
30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
Zero.
31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Yes.
33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
"Trust me."
Bastard.
34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
Indirectly and unintentionally, yes.
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
Sheez.. yes.
36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
WTF?
37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
Wow I don't have one... wow. :/
38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
It probably involved vomit.
39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
I wish I had actually done and said what I wanted to. This applies to counless moments and situations.
I came into this year the most submissive little coward you had ever seen. And I've changed a lot once I found out that that usually leads you nowhere, and basically just was not working for me.
I never wanted to hear it when people told me this, but I've swallowed my pride.
I don't have to paticularly love myself to be assertive.
And assertive doesn't always equal Bitch.
Moping around and thinking I'm undeserving of everything is much more laughable and stupid than noble and selfless.
40) What are your plans for 2006?
Keep learing, keep listening, keep living, no matter where it takes me.
Never stop thinking, take chances, and listen to my gut.
I am quite terrified of the future...