So things with Edmund are going good, but could be better. We got in some huge fight the day before yesterday. It was so stupid, I cant even remember why we fought. Things are good again though. Things with my mom are still kind of bad. She says I have a really bad attitude and she feels sorry for me because no guy is going to want to be with me. ( Read more... )

I am so bored. This really sucks being grounded. So things with Edmund are going good but they could be better. I dont know why but I keep getting my moods. I like that we dont argue a lot. If something is wrong we talk about it. I miss him, I am not going to be able to see him until Monday. That sucks really bad, I have two more weeks of being ( Read more... )

yesterday me and my mom got in a huge fight. She slapped me across my head and she hasnt talked to me in 2 days. She told my sister she doesnt give a shit about me and she doesnt want to talk to me. I think she is serious about it because she never lasts this long not talking to me. I can not get along with Amanda anymore. Shit I fucken hate being ( Read more... )

I am so bored out of mind. I have just been watching t.v. I am so bored...

I feel like such a failure. I have 40 unexcused absences this year! My mom is so disapointed in me. Of course I am grounded but I know it is well deserved. Damn I fucken hate feeling like I am nothing. Shit, I am doing so bad now. My GPA last year was a 94 and I dropped it to a 90. I know its a good grade but what pisses me off is that I know I ( Read more... )

These past 4 days have been so horrible. My mom found out my brothers dad has been with somegirl for 6 months. He told my mom he doesnt love her anymore and loves this fat bitch cindy. I feel so bad for my mom all she does is cry and cry. I hate seeing her this way. damn if I could I will kill that fucken asshole and and his stupid bitch. My mom ( Read more... )

It's 1:48 I cant seem to get tired. I got home about 30 minutes ago. I went to the show at the Blue Agave, it was so much fun. Chris surprised me buying me a rose. I felt guilty being with because of Edmund, I kept my word though and didnt kiss him. Things with Edmund are going so great right now. The more we talk the more we are getting closer. It ( Read more... )

Today was a weird day. I was so confused about Edmund and Chris. I told Chris last night that we should talk as friends. I need to get Edmund out of my system. I really like Edmund but...I also like Chris. I hope I did the right thing, I know things will work out for the better in the end. My theory is evrything happens for reason. If I wasnt ( Read more... )