How come everyone is out of school but me (well I guess all you high school people are still in too:)? Ya know how you are supposed to end you week with a weekend, I didn't. I am going on day 7 at work on top of rehearsal, finals, and projects. I am so tired and I need someone to love me(should it be Noel or lyndsae....). For the first time in like ( Read more... )

I am tired and I don't want to go to work today. I thought if I worked during the week I would get out at 7 at the latest like usual. I got off at 10. I will do the same tonight. Fri will probably be worse. Then I work sat and sun. No going to Paul's house. No seeing the boat light parade. No seeing Noel till Mon. I might be able to change that one ( Read more... )

I got about 2 hours sleep last night. Why do I procrastinate? Now I'm screwed but Brie's not here so I can't do much. DC's paper is 40 pages. WHAT THE HELL?! That's too many ( Read more... )

I am so tired. I finally got into bed after filling out financial aid forms(that should already be turned in, but I can still get money), cleaning up after my mom, and rehearsal running an hour late(I made that one up sp I could be an hour late going home) at around 2. I was sleeping very well and my phone rings at 5:30. It's Noel. I freak out half ( Read more... )

So I'm at rehearsal on sat and I get a call from my mom. When I called her back she thought I was out of rehearsal so she told me she had some shocking news; my dad had called that morning, he had been released. He is out of Prison! I was fine and told her I had to go. I went and sat down at rehearsal and I was fine. Then I started to shake. Then ( Read more... )

Well I found out a little more about the awkward silence at Noel's house; Noel was jealous of DC. He told me that it seems like DC sees me more in a week that he does, which is not true. Just this week it was like that because I got in trouble so I can't see Noel till tomorrow. I feel like such a crappy person to make my bf feel jealous. Then to ( Read more... )

Ok so DC and I got out of stagecraft and decided we had nothing to do and we once again ended up at the mall. We had a very interesting conversation about how he was asked to be in a 4some but refused and then he told me about his sex life. I couldn't believe all the stuff he told me and how honest he was about it. Then Noel called(DC was in the ( Read more... )

Man I got in a major fight with my mom last night. We stood in the kitchen tears runnning down my face screaming at each other at the top of our lungs. She hates me and if she thought I would go stay somewhere other than at Noel's house, I think she would kick me out. She told me I was going nowhere and I will never be anything. Oh and she said I ( Read more... )

Oh yeah. Ang calls me last week and tells me that we are going to Chevy's on Sat night and I have to come but I'm nit allowed without Noel. So Noel doesn't want to go(he wanted to stay in Discovery bay) but did because it means so much to me. So we go and see Ang(buck), Ang(ganch), Sims, Caitie and Paul, Shar, Steph and Ricardo, Michell, Jimmy, ( Read more... )

Walmart is selling those ELMO dolls for 19.99. They were like 49.99 last week. I think thats what Noel and I are getting him because the video now jr cost 49.99 ( Read more... )