Here's the problem: I really care about Noel but I can't stop thinking about me and DC. Whatever it's not that big of a deal.

Man I am tired. I work last night and I don't recomend catering on a school night especially when you didn't get to sleep till 2 the night before. But last nights job was for Natalie Cou-somthing, ya know, she swam in the olympics and won 2 golds, 2silvers, and 1 bronze. EIGHT HUNDRED PEOPLE WERE THERE! That is a lot of fucking food... and lots of ( Read more... )

Do you think it is bad to fall asleep on someones b-day when you should be keeping them company?

I feel very welcome in noel's family... thats about it.

p.s. I will try to stop writing about noel after today.

I feel stupid for saying this cause we have only gone out for three weeks but I think I love Noel... but it can't be love, its only been three weeks... but its something, I just don't know what. The way he looks at me and the way he holds me... I get chills whenever I think about it. I am so happy when he is around. His best friend said he is ( Read more... )

Life is good. I'm happy... except I am worried about Noel's Birthday. Is dinner and a movie a good plan for only going out for 3 weeks? Should I get him some alcohol for his 21? He will probably get that from his friends though, right?

Today has not been going very well. First I wake up late and realize all of my good pants are dirty. So I go to work and wait then go to the bus. There has been an accident on the freeway and so the bus is running late... stand outside, in the rain freezing for 20 min. Finally get on the road. get to school, still raining. I am extremely tired so I ( Read more... )

Well Cabaret is over so I can do things with you guys again. I have to go strike Cabaret in 15 min which I don't want to do. It was great to see nat on sat. I had no idea she was back here ( Read more... )

I scored a 64% on the "How Vallejo are you?" Quizie! What about you?

I went to work yesterday for the first time in like a month and a half. Everyone was so happy to see me... its things like that that make me feel important and loved. Other than that there was nothing particularly interesting that has happened. I have a another mid-term today that I know I'm going to bomb. And then I will have to hear about it from ( Read more... )

I have wrote an entry twice and neither time it worked and I'm too upset to try to write everything again....