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Apr 27, 2005 19:03

Hey guys, I'm not going downtown tonight. It's for a number of reasons. I'm just not really feeling like myself. I have an interview tomorrow morning...and I didn't want to tell anyone, but I had to tell Vir why I really shouldn't go downtown tonight. I don't feel confident in myself and I'm worried I won't get anything out of it. So I hate ( Read more... )

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daphrodite April 28 2005, 00:28:03 UTC

It's called depression - feeling so low and lethargic, uninterested in life, worried, anxious, unable to sleep when necessary. Total depression. I've been like it for the better part of, oh,...eight months? It's not easy to deal with, I know.

frigginbrownie April 28 2005, 04:40:13 UTC

Thanks Daphne. I don't think it's serious. Just a trap I've found myself in the past couple of weeks. It will pass.

HOpe you are feeling a bit better?

jenna_boo April 28 2005, 15:23:22 UTC

I know how you feel. It sucks to be caught in one of those ruts, get it all out girl, it always makes me feel better :) Just think, warm summer nights are only around the corner, and this hectic time will eventually pass. Hope everything goes well with your interview.

paranoide_13 April 28 2005, 21:00:45 UTC

Darleen its not healthy to feel this way but I understand what it feels like, I have been feeling like it for months and I have been forcing myself to go out and try to have fun. If you ever need to talk about anything at all I am always here to listen.

frigginbrownie April 29 2005, 01:39:07 UTC

Thank you so much. I guess much of it stems from the fact that I really want a job and I seem like I'm getting nowhere. You know, you grow up and your goal is elementary school, then J. High, then High school, then you go to university, then you get a job...sure. It just feels like I don't have much direction. I have applied different places, got interviews with some, but am still toled that I really don't have enough experience. How the hell am I supposed to get it? I think I've been taking it too personally.

Thanks though. I missed you guys last night. I really wish I had gone now, knowing what you ended up doing. I could relax to that. I'm sorry that I just didn't want to go dancing.

--Vir, I'm sorry if I disappointed you.