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I'm hoping and praying that I'll be able to get my new car before June 11th. I was thinking field trip to Denver to see Stromkern... but it being May 5th already, it's not looking too good. Yes, it's still doable and all, but that would mean I would have to get off my lazy ass and do something. I keep meaning to go find a second job, but with ( Read more... )

Am I still here?
Here upon thse unwished sins
Embered to your hearts
Nurtured by your obscurity
5 4 3 2 1... 0
We become our own destroyers
we the human race
Squanderers of the universe
Nomads of our lives

Death smiles before we die
Yet all we do is smile back...

I fucked it all up. I destroyed something that I valued... and for what? For the sake of being right? For all my fears and insecurities? For what...? Why do I do this and how do I fix my problem before I loose absolutely everything that holds some importance in my life ( Read more... )

Feed me to the flames ( Read more... )

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Because of me Joaquin's phone bill is $500. I feel so horrible right now. I hope he still thinks I'm worth it because he really does make me happy.

Sometimes there all this 'stuff' inside me. It whirls around like a galaxy on acid. Never static, always dynamic. All of it is white noise. Intangible. Awkwardness and grace combined as if in some eternal waltz ( Read more... )