What the hell am I thinking?

[frimples85]

I don't know what's going on anymore. I just read Charlie's journal, and I feel like shit. Maybe I shouldn't have talked to him that day, maybe I should have left things the way they were. Maybe I screwed up his life again. From what I've seen, read, and heard he was happy with Amanda. He was happy with the arrangement they had, and I just had to

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Your bebo is here.

[iamitsmetrishia]

I just want you to know that I feel the exact same way with Adam. That he would have been happier with her than with me. That she did the things he liked. I don't try hard enough. You know those kinds of things. But, what you really need to be asking yourself is "Am I truly happy?" because I feel like that is why I think the way I do. I don't think that I am totally happy. I think that I would rather be on my own. That's just me though.
I have one thing to say... They chose us over them. He chose you didn't he? Well, that should mean something. Even if it doesn't it should. I mean sometimes I don't feel like it means anything but, he did choose me and Charlie chose you.
I want to hang out with you. I miss you. I am going to call you as soon as I get off the computer.
Loves ya, Bebo.