To save myself

[frimples85]

Ok, it's 12:12, and I can't sleep. Charlie looks so peaceful lying there, I wish I could watch him sleep. But, for some reason, it hurts me to look at him. I love him so deeply, and yet there is something missing. I don't know how to explaine it. It's like there is a hole in my heart. I want to be able to give him all that he needs or wants in life

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Sweetie

[hopewhisper]

I know you can still stay over here. Who in their right mind would have a problem with that? I love you very much too. I understand why you're not around alot. It still makes me sad. Remeber when we would watch movies all day? That was fun wasn't it? Like you said on my entry, I want to let you know you're not the only one either. I hate staying here sometimes. I don't have any money to help out with. I don't have a job. But my theory is that the people over there like having you around, just like the people here like me around...I think. *kiss*

Re: Sweetie

[frimples85]

It's not that there is someone keeping me from there, it's well, memories. I can't stand being there because it makes me think. When I was with cock shank, and I thought about Charlie, I loved every mimute of it. I truly loved thinking about him, that's why I always listened to songs that made me think of him. I hate thinking about dick weasel, I have not once since Charlie and I have been back together listened to My Best friend, which was me and ass dog's song. I guess I hate thinking about him so much because everything he told me was a lie. But, that's why I can't stay there for very long. I love you and I will see you soon.