Shit happens

Jun 05, 2005 05:08

Why did I have to start caring again? I didn't care about anything but my friends and most of my family, but no, I had to find a guy who would make me care again. I thought I was doing good for a while there. But, I had to break my promise to Bratt, and make him my boyfriend. Why did he have to be so great? Why did he have to make me feel the ( Read more... )

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i love you and i know it for sure darkelfdelila June 6 2005, 01:56:51 UTC
sweetie i know you want a guy that would wait till he's sure he loves before he says it, but dont all of us. but how do you know he doesnt love you and only has the courage to say it when drunk. i dont know all im saying is maybe he does love you, its just that it may not be that really really strong love that you feel after you've been with someone for a long time. do you get what im saying. but i guess your like me and either cant say it back or doesnt think its true till you really know it is. do you get what im saying. i dont know if that made sence. and dont worry about the promise you made, i only wanted you to promise cause i didnt want to see you hurt agian so soon or at all. but me makes you happy so why not give it a chance. and i want to move out just as much as you do im pretty sure. does it suck when you start caring. i thought i had the power to not care anymore but i was totally wrong. oh well. lets just hope everything turns out good for us both. but if not we always have each other to go to. i love you

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bambi_425 June 6 2005, 17:32:09 UTC
hello beautiful. i'm sorry you feel that way. but i don't know what to tell you about it. but i understand wanting to start over fresh. i've been trying forever. but i can't yet either. i'm not stable enough right now. you need that place for right now. so you've gotta try to make the best of it. just freak out let it go. i know you understand that lol.
i love you!
B
ps--you never told me what happened with kohls...better update me.

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