so i was having a great couple of days and i can't figure out what happened cuz now i feel, well, funny right now. cuz i was all happy until right about when i got to J's (where i'm staying cuz all i have to do is walk down the street to work ( Read more... )

so i got an iPOD a couple days ago. i haven't had any time to put CDs on it yet so i've only been listening to my limewire playlist. it's still fucking awesome ( Read more... )

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not really sure what to make of last night. it was fun, it had it's ups and downs. i'm pretty sure i was sober when i got there so who knows why i did everything i did. if i did anything weird you should tell me. cuz i really couldn't even remember that i had put all my stuff in the car before leaving for the club.

possible more later...so tired

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet / First street you lived on): Cal Wordsworth ( Read more... )

so i've realized that i like living farther away from school and work...but only on nice days. a crisp sunny morning just makes me feel good. i get the 10 minute walk to the T to think about anything or nothing. no one is around to bother me and i'm not squished on a train. i need to spend more time outside...i get so tired from sitting in a ( Read more... )

ok, so everyone is going to laugh at me but...the backstreet boys are going to be performing at avalon on march 24th. i swore i'd never see a band at an arena again, because small club type places are alot more intimate for concerts. and here's my chance to see the boy band (again) that i was obsessed with for MANY years. i highly doubt that this ( Read more... )

so i've come to a bit of a realization...i'm having a hard time talking to new people about serious things. like i want to ask someone some things but i think i'm afraid to. i'm usually not afraid to talk cuz i know it's important but i guess i got so used to not talking about serious/personal stuff that it's kinda hard now. i'll get back to that ( Read more... )

the next on my list of things to get off my chest has to do with family. i know i've mentioned it before but i hate not having a family i am close to. it kind of hurts actually. most of the time i feel like an outcast in my family. i seem to be the only one out of my brothers and first cousins that have moved away from home and been on their own. i ( Read more... )

"then maybe we really have to think that there's something important in the individual's biological makeup; that we don't come to this world neutral; that we come to this world with some degree of maleness and femaleness which will transcend whatever the society wants to put into it ( Read more... )