So I tried to take a moment last night and find a good song I could quote lyrics to regarding this whole mess I’ve created. I truly, could not find one song that makes it easier for me. Lately, I’ve thought about giving us some space for a while. I thought “Oh! That Dave Matthews song ‘The Space Between,’ that will be perfect ( Read more... )

I know I'm softer than him, which is why this hurts so much more than it does for him. Events in my life have left me this soft and vulnerable . He's been experienced, he’s done this before. And he knows this pain. It hurts that I am really sad by this, but i try so hard not to let it effect me because I can't show weakness, but I do. He doesn't ( Read more... )

I thought about my relationship with Dylan today with more clarity than I have in the past. I thought back to the times that I had and how good they were, I thought back to the moments we shared, laughed, worried, and celebrated. I thought back to the moments when it was just us - the moments that we shared together and I hold so close in my heart ( Read more... )

Well, it was awkward. But who was I kidding ( Read more... )

I could barely drive home. I could barely see the road in font of me. I think I almost hit a car a couple of times, but I can’t remember. The tears were much too intense. Everything was a blur ( Read more... )

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I’m so mentally fucked up right now. Seriously. I’m running on 1 hour of sleep. I couldn’t stop thinking about this whole thing. When I walked into Hollister, possibly the saddest breakup song was playing. Goddamn Damien Rice. Oh well. Whatever ( Read more... )

Well, it's already started to happen. He has already been verbally attacked for breaking up with me and publicly shedding his grief. Me personally, I'm waiting for my turn, but something else about that post on his livejournal irked me. It talked about how I'm just another number, 16 I think. God that is so awkward ( Read more... )

Before I start off, I thought that I would note that this is only a repost. I need to get away from the cancer called Myspace. ugh. Here we go!Thankful ( Read more... )