Saturday Nights are now weekly Poker Night @ my house!! The guys have found a new hobby... I get pretty bored here, can't wait until I start working and go bk to school ( Read more... )

I hate when my guy friends or cousins confide in me and tell me they are going to fuck some chick, especially when they have a gf.. I feel so guilty not telling the gf because I am someones gf and I wouldn't want them to cheat on me and someone who knows to hold it from me. it like eats at me ( Read more... )

Inspired by words that sit on a once blank peice of paper, I look at them as if the were sacred; a beautiful poem written just for me, inspired by love, life, pain and strife... I find myself staring into a mirror hating who I see yet loving everything about me, not physically but the me within me. I see the person you don't see the girl who never ( Read more... )

I still haven't found a job, Nobody wants to hire me ugh ( Read more... )

Every time I try to make a situation better I only make things worse. I don't intentionally do things I think I just do them in a really dumb-ass way. I really want to spend the rest of my life with Corey, so why do I always end up doing/saying something totally off the wall. Those of you who read my journal more then likely know about that guy ( Read more... )

You ever try to be a good friend and somehow things get turned around ( Read more... )

Soo.. it's been awhile. I never get on this really. I'm glad to see noone really notices :) My new job is working out good i make about 3 to 4 hundo a week. I'm starting to buy new stuff for my house, it's just hard to find stuff i actually like. me and Corey are ok i guess but i highly doubt this shit will last long. shit's just fishy and it's ( Read more... )

For those people who don't usually talk to me and yet have the nerve to call me and ask for some cash, Fuck you!! Fuck all the fake ass people who pretend to be your friend only when something is wanted. Fuck all those fake friends who are always "too busy" to hang out. You can say i'm jaded but I'm tired of being used, I'm nothing but nice to ( Read more... )

Never More

I'm not getting a cat at all fuck it! Corey doesn't understand how much I hate being alone at home so he says I can wait to get a cat. he says "think of it like it's less time you'll have to be cleaning up after it". Hello??!!?? do I care about cleaning up after it? I clean up after your lazy ass all the time, I'm used to it. Jessus Fucking Christ ( Read more... )