today wasnt that bad. things are starting to return almost to normal. drama was a bust. ms.primrose told me that i needed to work on some of my high notes cuz they werent strong enough. but i can hit the high A at the end wiht no problem and with the volume necessary and (when not jumping around) i can hit the high C in allison's song. so that isnt ( Read more... )

will i lose my dignity?
will someone care?
will i wake tomorrow,
from this night mare?

i doubt it. someone come save me.
for thine heart is weary and thine eyes weep from the pain.

i hate it. i cant do anything. i cant check my mail. i cant talk to anyone. i cant update my journal. i cant do college stuff. or scholarship stuff. i cant tell you fine ppl what is goin on. (which btw is a lot) i cant do anything, and i think it is going to be like taht for a very long time. le sigh. i dont knwo what to say anymore. life is just ( Read more... )

I DID NOT GET A PART IN THE PLAY. LET'S JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT.

im in a relatively good mood. nothing special happened today... drama meeting. yay for that. we are doing a play called brighton beach memiors. never heard of it. but i want a good part cuz i knwo taht i wont get a good one in the musical because steph is sooo much better than me. and kayla wants to be jesus (not that i wanna be) but yea that sucks ( Read more... )

ok i wrote a nice long entry which got erased so now you will get a short version ( Read more... )

i guess not. ok yesterday i had a pretty good day. i got a 100 on my physics test. i didnt have much homework, i didnt have to do the dishes. i went to the leukemia walk and had fun with fun people. i listened to steph speak the fastest i have ever heard her speak. i got lost with rachel and justine, "BEAR!!!" i had a yummy sunday and a yucky ( Read more... )

i apoligize if my current mood has affected anyone... ive been feeling so empty and it is no one's fault but my own i guess. well i dont think empty is the word. i think i just miss the way things used to be. and i cant really assign "used to be" to any specific time period. just times where i could be happy. times where i did not have to worry ( Read more... )

schedule:
1ap bio
2ap bio
3ap english
4ap calculas
5economics/gov
6physics adv (with sass)
7physics/gym
8lunch
9chorus!!!

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