I wish a lot of things...I wish I didn't have to leave, I wish I could've found a school here that would've paid me enough to stay, I wish things could've worked out at my current school...
In many ways, I hate it that I have to leave, especially after such a lovely bbq at Jan's. But, as more than one of them said (and as I have been feeling), this is, once again, not my last time living here.
Jan's place was very nice, with a lovely garden, barbecue area, sunroom and a playhouse. It was so nice to sit back there in the sun (couldn't believe it! SUN! No rain all day, for a change!) and chat. It's the first bbq I've been to in ages, and it was fantastic! A perfect 'going away do' for me and for Heidi.
Away from school, and on the infant side, we ARE a lovely group of people. And, I think we enjoy each other so much. Tanith asked tonight if I was able to come to the wedding. I'm going to have one more look at flights tomorrow morning, but I don't think I can make it. But, when Sophie made her speech tonight and said it was one of the last times we'd all be together, it really got to me.
So, two more days of children and then one inset/tidying up day. Then, the year is officially over.
Don't know rather to be happy or sad. But, that kind of fits my general mood.
Cheers!