christmas is comeing...i still have this list saved from augest..

"Christmas list for Rita:

Me =P
Lego things
Dog collar
Rechargeable batteries"

i should delet it..

i just hope i find it again

you know?

i mean, if i cant find it again then whats the point really?

any of you ever feel bad/good/happy/sad/whatever for no identifiable reason?

shit, i feel crapy again.. the same exact thing as before.. like i mentioned 2 posts ago

i dont think this is like it is normaly.. they are usaly few and far between...

oh god... i hate this so much...

crap... iv been suddenly hit with a wave of shitty feelings... i get this some times for no real reason.. i feel all detached and weird ... and shitty of course... and its like a switch, suddenly on and i feel compeatly difforent, its like the feeling you get when smoking weed or doing some other drug, you know your not feeling like you normaly do ( Read more... )

she looked at me... i knew what was coming... i knew it.... mishel walked off... i dont remember exactly what rita said, but it was something along the lines of "i dont know how to say this" and there were plenty of "im sorry"s.... she said things were getting weird... i wish i knew what she ment... i was talking to mishel like 5 minutes before, ( Read more... )

i spent the whole weekend at rita's! : )
umm... hmm, oh, lots of tickling whent on mwahahahaha.. yep... umm.. yep...

im in drivers ed... had my first lesson friday, it was ok-ness.... um, i have a really bad head ach.... um.... i whent and saw a movie with rita! it was just rita and me! :)... too bad that wasnt the best date movie XP ... rita says she liked it though so thats good ;), and the fact that i saw it with rita made it worth these sleepless nights :P ( Read more... )

arg.. and suchness of the stupid kind..... whhhhhyyyy?

oh yea.... nevermind : (

helo, i FINALY got to go over to ritas! i think this means she isnt grounded anymore! yay ( Read more... )