I look at myself and I am always unhappy and I realize that I've been unhappy for a long time. I can't remember being happy. 20 years of life and I don't feel like I've lived a second of it. I feel like I have jsut put myself on auto-pilot. I neglect freinds and I shut myself off,somehow over the years I've transformed into a machine. Idon't know
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