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thank god
so grades on on the transcripts and i was pleasantly surprised. i would have sworn that i was getting at least one c, and a slight possibility of 2 but no 3 B's and 2 A's. thank goodness ( Read more... ) -
What did I tell ya?
No one cares. My life has become a huge joke. I still want to travel to Rome but I don't think I want to go back to nmu. I there is really nothing up there for me. My twin, as it seems, has abandoned me. We haven't really talked since well the day she yelled at me and now I see her spending time with others. I don't know what happened but I have to ( Read more... ) -
Awkwardness
That seems to be the title of my life right now. I'm home but it's weird, my food schedule is different than my parents, I have no energy to do anything anymore, Jen still refuses to talk to me but has no problem talking to others, I probably had the easiest job interveiw but I'm not sure I want to work there, and I've been having very bad thoughts ( Read more... ) -
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i dont feel like i belong anymore. with recent events i dont think i could handle going back to NMU even if it was just for a semester. and at home its just weird, i had been so good living in an apartment that i was calm, then i come home and not even one day i just want to curl up in my bed and just hope everyone goes away. and it doesnt help ( Read more... ) -
fan-freakin-tastic
so during my last class of historians lab...i kept thinking about the fact that i hate writing research papers and then questioned myself about not doing an english writing major. that way i could decide what kind of papers i would have liked to write. and i kind of want to do a writing minor but im not sure it would be wise to do that now ( Read more... ) -
end of the year post
ok heres the final count down ( Read more... ) -
my life=fail
recently i feel like i have been sinking into a depression. im pretty sure that its being caused by the fact i keep thinking that on of my best friends is avoiding me at all costs. I know she has a life, and i know that these next few days/weeks are going to be hectic for her, but i some how always end up with the assumtion that she is pulling away ( Read more... ) -
Final countdown
i do this to help realize that i get to go home in 2 weeks ( Read more... ) -
Winter 09
so right now my winter break plans are a bit shakey right now. but i would like some feed back for this ( Read more... ) -
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hmmm...
oh me? what am i doing?
nothing just watching some tv....at 3:45am
yeah im perfectly awake right now...
this will only end in disaster.