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[frog_on_my_toe]

today at 2:14am, for the first time in over a year, i started my period.. actually, it was a small spot of blood in my pajama bottoms and then it was over, but the cramping and bitchiness has set in and may stay for the required 3 to 5 days.. brace yourselves, kids

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[boblovesmusic]

I have to say that I love your entries! They are concise and to the point, and with such humanity. And they're so much fun to read. I just wanted to tell you that. I can't wait to meet your Shannon and to see you again whenever that happens! *hugs*

[frog_on_my_toe]

i am so glad that you enjoy reading this nonsense.. that made me feel really good about myself.. thank you!

i cannot wait for you, jenika, shannon and i to all hang out together.. and, yes, it will happen.. i wish i'd have gotten to spend more time with you the last time you were here.. i'm going to put money aside for the wren/jessi hangout fund..

[verytwistedmind]

ya know sense the post where you said you wanted to be the lesbian Desi and Lucy and not the Ken and Barbie I've been wonder 'which one of you would be Lucy'

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Well Lucy, you are just to cute for words. I hope I can clone you soon. I want my own!

Why haven't you had a period...?

[frog_on_my_toe]

lol.. i never knew it would be that difficult to figure out that i'm definitely the lucy.. i swear i get myself into so many messes..

aww.. thank you! i'm getting warm fuzzies now..

i don't know why.. i just don't.. probably something to do with childhood stuff, but i haven't been the the gynecologist since i was 18.. i had an STD test ran the last time i was in the hospital (january) and i'm good to go in that area, but as far as anything else goes, i have no clue.. i'm really scared it's going to look like a bomb exploded in there or something.. anyway, this is turning into TMI..

[verytwistedmind]

Wow that'll teach me to ask that kind of question again....

I was expecting you to tell me you were on some sort of birth control that caused you not to have a period.

I was planning on giving you sooo much crap about being on birth control and with a woman. I had this whole funny rant about the birds and the bees...

[frog_on_my_toe]

haha! that would just be retarded.. actually, the one time i went, they once put me on birth control to make me start having a period, but it didn't work and instead it made me very sick.. so, no more birth control for me..

you can still tell me the birds and bees rant if you want.. i've never heard the birds and bees story before.. my mom was never around to tell me and my dad assumed i knew.. lol

[chasethestars]

i have to say again that i love your entries.

before, when i was still going to school and had to leave early while my bf got to sleep in late, i'd kiss him goodbye and let him know i was going. a few hours later, i'd get a phone call or text or email/im from him saying that he woke up and i was gone, that he didn't know i had left. and i'd be like but you said goodbye and i love you to me and everything! if he does this while he's half-asleep, he won't remember it when he wakes up.

i get those "what did i do wrong" thoughts too sometimes, epsecially when i'm ultra emotional around my period. i hate it.

i would never eat a peach because i think they taste awful, but i love rubbing them against my cheeks..
it's been a crappy morning so far, but reading that totally made me smile (your whole entry did, i just really liked that part) ♥

[frog_on_my_toe]

thank you so much! everyone is just being so nice to me today.. the word "bitchiness" got around quickly and people are getting scared.. ha!

i'm like that too.. if you talk to me while i'm sleeping, i don't know what i'm saying and therefore cannot be held responsible for my words..

i think the "what's wrong with me?" thoughts are normal, but i hate them and once i find out that i'm just being emotional and irrational, i feel guilty for ever questioning our relationship to begin with.. it's a slippery slope..

it's my theory that little fuzzy peaches on your face can make any day better.. *hugs*

[princesspete]

That's a very cute story. Sounds like something I'd do, actually. Don't know a ton about female anatomy, but stress can cause you to miss your periods. Is it stress related?

[frog_on_my_toe]

no, this is actually the happiest i've been my entire life.. it may be from childhood abuse or it may be something completely different.. i need to go to the doctor..

i'm glad you've added me back.. :)

[princesspete]

You're a very interesting person. Why wouldn't I add you back?