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[froggee501]

It's not that I don't want to talk to you, it's just that I don't know what to say, and so I say nothing at all.

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[unawokendreamer]

Are you alright?:(

[froggee501]

I'm having a hard time with prayer/spirituality... I know... KNOW God exists, I've felt it, I believe it in both faith and logic... but I never know what to pray anymore, and I don't ever feel Him anymore. At least not in any fashion that I can feel. So, since it is so difficult to pray and be spiritual, I just don't do it at all. I feel like I'm becoming a Sunday christian in my spiritual life.

I want it to be part of my reality again, instead of this muted gray.

[unawokendreamer]

seems like a lot of people are going through that right now... even myself.

ultimately, I'm not too sure how to help. Personally I started researching religions in the world(under the philosophy that all faiths are one) and have found what I'm looking for elsewhere.

I guess that's the only real advice I can give is that if you look around and find that you miss what you used to practice, than christianity has a deeper, greater feeling for you because you've seen what other choices there are, and yet you still chose to follow that faith. If not then hopefully you've found something more... moving... for you. Even if that fails, then at least you have a better understanding of the world around you.

sorry if that seems like a downer. Really is sort of brought me peace to do all that.

I Love and Miss you and hope for the best.

:)
Edward

[unawokendreamer]

"Really has sort of brought me peace to do all that"

dang typos.