in Music class today. It didnt say who the author was tho. *shrug* It kinda reminds me of the way I use to feel about Josh. heh. But yeah ( Read more... )

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Darrell and I were talking about Christmas presents and I asked him what he was thinking about getting me. He mumbled for a minute then said "An engagement ring." ?!?!?!?! Errr .. heh. I didnt know what to say. He asked "Would you marry me if I asked you?" I told him "No, Darrell, I dont want to get married yet. Plus YOU told ME that ( Read more... )

hmmm ... *rubs chin*  
1) my soon-to-be beautiful baby Cadance
2) my grandparents (they rock!!)
3) my understanding bf Darrell <3
4) my mom and dad
5) my dog Darlin  <3  (shes been w/me through everything)
6) being able to go back to school
7) finally getting snow !!
8) getting my license back
9) and last but definatly not least my friends, ( Read more... )

Last night Darrell, Johnny, Jaime, Jeremy, and I were gunna go bowling. Got up to Sedalia and decided to watch a movie instead. I suggested seeing something scary like Saw or Grudge. Jaime said she really wanted to see Grudge, so we did. Omg, I didnt really like it. I mean, I did, but it was just too scary. I usually love scary movies, maybe its ( Read more... )

My Aunt Ruth is really really sick right now. The doc's cant keep her heart rate regulated. =/ I seen her today, damn. She looked bad.

I guess I'm just writing in hopes someone could pray for her. Shes a great women, loving, and my gmas sister. *sigh* I hate seeing my gma so down, and my Aunt in the shape she's in.

*prays*

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I had an awful dream last night about Darrell and I. When we first got together I told him I wanted a 'break', that night regretting what I had said I went out to find him. I found him, but he was riding around with this chick named Crystal. I guess he ended up getting really really drunk, staying at her place, and was gone for two days straight ( Read more... )

Someone sent me this so I decided to fill it out ( Read more... )

Darrell and I just got into a fight. I dont know whats wrong with me. I always feel like he doesnt want to be with me, like I'm not good enough, too fat, ugly, and not the one for him. I feel neglected most of the time, like he'd rather be watching tv or hanging out at Jeremy's than with me. I dont know. =/ Could it be that I'm just pregnant ( Read more... )