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[frogprncess]

First off I want to say something that was really weird for me that just happened...I wrote down 4-18, todays date and 4:18 the time it was...it was pretty crazy! Maybe not to some but to me it was

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i hope this doesn't fit into your things you don't want to hear

[pinkbul1ets]

awww sweetie, i know the feeling! seriously, i totally know the feeling. you start slowly putting on weight and all of a sudden you don't feel like yourself anymore, like your body just feels different and it doesn't feel good. you start realizing you're getting older and you have to take responsibility because you have a long life ahead of you and you can't let yourself go. i felt that way after freshman year. i'd put on weight my senior year, coming off an eating disorder, and instead of stopping there, i gained more weight freshman year. and it's the kind of weight that just sits there and it doesn't feel like it's part of your body, it feels like it's covering your body and you don't know what to do about it. well, i started working out and going to the gym and trying to get my body back, and i'm about down to where i was when i started college. i just wanted to say that nothing's impossible, and i know exactly how you feel. so i'm not going to try to make you feel better by telling you i still think you're beautiful-