I'm such a fucking sinner. End me...

I'm on my way to rehab.

So I'm really drunk right now and I'm sitting at my house. No one is awake except my step dad, and he's gettin ready to go to work. I gave 10 bucks for a 12 pack of MGD, drank it all but two, and I'm doin just fine. Not to mention the 3 joints and 60 mGs of Adderall I had today, plus the hydro at about 4. Goddamn. I'm so euphoric right now. I miss ( Read more... )

So uhh...this is what's keepin me alive...fair enough. Just to let you know, I'm sorry. Really...I'm sorry, but I know that doesn't help ( Read more... )

Allow me to get a spoon...so you can eat my ass.

Well, it all seems to be coming full circle now. I've lost my job...which really sucks, but at the same time I don't care. It wasn't my fault I got fired, so I guess I'll get over it. I'm sorry I was too busy having a fucking breakdown to cook food for the population of Leitchfield. They can go to hell. Since then I've been spending every waking ( Read more... )

Don't think for a second I didn't see that flash in your eye today...I just wish I knew what it was ( Read more... )

I wish I had the power to kill your ghost...I'd fucking blow it away...Stop haunting me. Leave me alone. So I lied...yeah, I'm a liar. So I used drugs...yeah, I'm a druggie. So I forgot a few things...yeah, I'm a fucking idiot. But guess what...I still need something. Anything. Slap me. Punch me. Kick me. Shoot me. Stab me. Scream at me. FOR THE ( Read more... )

I don't think it's over...but fuck you. I fucking hate you. Go on, throw it in my face some more. I love the abuse. Fuck you. Stay the hell away from me. Away from existence. I hope you die. But I don't. I can't say that. Any of it. Because it's not true. I just wish so badly that it was. I wish I could bring myself to feel this way. Why didn't you ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die ( Read more... )

I would just like to announce that people who have problems with other people should definitely take it up with those people as opposed to talking about it to everyone else. Repitition is annoying, especially if no action follows. That being said, next week should be real fun.