tour is by far the funnest thing in the world. i will update for real when i get a chance and don't have to wake up in a few hours.

day 2 of tour and everthings fine, pretty much.
love fred

this is the first time in my life i've ever felt completly loved and completly alone, and to be honest it's one of the most amaizing feelings i've ever felt.

well shit man, not only have a proved my extream hatetred for humans today, but i have offically included christmas, shoping, and driving. not only did i have to deal with a bunch of morons, but i had to wait in line with even bigger morons to get to there. and while driving home in the fucked up haze i'm in i fish tailed like a motherfucker around ( Read more... )

updated.

it's funny how someone so old can be so immiture ( Read more... )

aparintly my lips kill people, rad.

i just realized, the times when i'm most emotional or deep in thought are prople the most remembered times in my life, obviously, but i guess what i'm tring to say is the are almost my faveriot times, good or bad, at least i'm feeling ( Read more... )

so insted of smuthering kat with all my built up bullshit i figured i'd quit typing to her and vent in here, right now i'm at my limit, all this shit just floats aroud dayly inside and i cope with life quite fine, like anyother normal person, so please don't say i can't handle emotions, i have probly delt with more emotions then the avrage 19 year ( Read more... )

ok, it's not that i'm being jellious, but that thing that upsets me is it makes me think, "how could someone go from loving someone to the point of what we had, and then going off so soon to see someone elce, it's like she didn't love me, or care for me as much as i thought, ahh fuck this feeling."