It's so unnerving hanging out with someone for the first time. You stumble over your words, dig for conversation, say the obvious...a lot.... over and over and over and over and over and over and over again. Laugh at things that... aren't that funny (laughs) And last but not least... those silences punctuated with a cough. I did have fun ( Read more... )

I think I will take advantage of the free counciling on campus. After talking about it tonight, I think there will be a lot to benefit from. And not to mention I have nothing to lose and everything to gain. I've heard a lot of good things about it. Why the hell not? Lord knows I could use it. It's time to start feeling better about myself... ( Read more... )

The Plan: Keep as busy as humanly possible.
~GLAD
~Working out
~Classes
~Hanging out with friends
~Improving on the guitar
~Studying
~Reading
~Meeting new people
~Going out at night
~More GLAD
~Work
~Getting a second job
~Work some more
~Pilates/Yoga
~More GLAD

Improvements I want to make:~Continue to work out like I did towards the end of last ( Read more... )

This is the second night in a row that I've had a dream about France. Well, I guess the one the other night was about me underwater checking out some sunken ship and speaking in French in the water to the people with me. The one last night I was back in Caen. They had some weird way of doing the placement test, and there were fewer people there ( Read more... )

*taps the microphone ( Read more... )

The New Haircut!


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I await the day when I can tell the old, ignorant, classmates of my 2003 class to fuck off. Well, okay, maybe not fuck off- but definately let them know that I've done something with my life. As I go through Facebook, I begin to realize... "wow... I really disliked the majority of these people" I wonder if that's how Kristi felt when we were ( Read more... )

I made all A's ^________^

My first A in a UNT French course...... *grins* I'm very proud with that. I've been a "B" french student since High school- it's nice to make an "A" in a 4000 level college French course.

*quietly celebrates, grinning*

Alex ^_____^

I have decided that I need to take that glorious phrase I lived by in France, and apply it now in my life ( Read more... )

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