sometimes i wonder what kind of person i would be if i could only be myself.

this last week has been quite a week. a perfect portrayal of my teenage drama ( Read more... )

I was suddenly awakened ( Read more... )

"wake up ( Read more... )

laughter is the best medicine. a little cheer can make it all better. But underneath every forced laugh, behind every fake smile, and in between every line of polite pleasantry, there is an expansive phantom of dispair... waiting. just as death waits for the living to die. you can sob with all that youve got, as if blurring the eyes would make it ( Read more... )

I got a cat scratch, and it rather hurt a lot, but it wasnt bleeding... so i, excited at the thought of using one of my new bandaids, pulled at my skin to induce the bleeding process. It bled! But then to my dissapointment i realized the cut was too large for my bandaid ( Read more... )

i was merely picking up a can of diet vanilla pepsi when this happened to catch my attention because, although written in small print, it was in red at the bottom (above was in blue). What i read, well... I was flabbergasted ( Read more... )

i went to interview at petsmart today, and after i was done i went to go stare at all the pets because unlike all the other applicants, i REALLY DO love animals. Wellanyway, there was a guy, who looked quite like James, staring at the cats. I approached and he gave me more than enough distance, seemingly rather uncomfortable in my presence. It was ( Read more... )

must find what i need, need to get out of this, this cant be what it means to live?

im building a trap, and hoping its not my own...

i dont care... unless you do. Do you?

i lie and have to laugh

as im sure you all know, i have been a firm believer in that it is NOT better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all, prefering a blissful ignorance ( Read more... )