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why don't people see the truth?
I wonder why sometimes my mind won't shut off? is it because i haven't written down enough thoughts or is it because it simply hasn't processed everything yet. I missed Nadia.. i haven't really been able to talk to her in a couple of days and i won't get to till Sunday ( Read more... ) -
and yet again.. it never ends
So apparently i fucked up yet again.. or did something to piss poor jonathan off. I am sick of it always being fucking about him and when he doesn't get his way he gets fucking pissed. The only thing i know i messed up was MY birthday!! i didn't feel like talking to him because he was being all depressed and no offense i didn't want to hear it. My ( Read more... ) -
Quassy
Tonight monica's family was nice enough to bring me along with them to Quassy. I realize that on some level i am sad that i have no younger siblings... no one to watch grow up or be so protective over. But at the same time i see how much it work it takes and how much of being an older sister or brother really means and what toll it takes. It was ( Read more... ) -
My hopes
My hopes ( Read more... ) -
What's up?
I guess i realized lately that I let things go, i kind of let everything fall to pieces and i didn't mean for that to happen. Yesterday i couldn't talk to Jonathan like i wanted to cause mom wanted a family dinner with guest, and she didn't want me on the phone... I knew he needed to talk but i couldn't be there.. I don't whats going on with him. ( Read more... ) -
today
reflection and attachment are the words of today ( Read more... ) -
scratch that
Scratch what i wrote.. i found out the real story of what happened and all i am looking forward to is a good weekend...I love my best friends they all rock so :P to my mom ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
GRr.. why is he always right.. i just don't understand now.. i have just sit by myself for a while and think, think really hard about everything.. re-evaluating stuff is difficult...I am tired...too much in my head...
blessed be..
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Another Joyous update
I think last week would be considered my reckless teenager moment. I was stupid last week, I know it. I was one hundred percent aware of the things i did last week but I can't take them back now ( Read more... )
