Comments | frostopia: going psychotic

frostopia

going psychotic

Aug 09, 2006 17:14

i'm finding sanctuary in the things that mattered most to me. fuck drugs, fuck the way i spend my money so callously, fuck my inability to sort these trivial emotions out. fuck these dreams, fuck my laziness, and most of all, fuck myself for letting it get this far ( Read more... )

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tom August 10 2006, 06:23:15 UTC

you need CONTROL. if it's what you wanna do and become, you need CONTROL. You can still have fun and party with some drugs but you just need to set a limit, or just stay off everything for a while if that'll help.

I'll vouch when I say school sucks balls so it's OK that you fall off of that rock, it happens. Maybe you need a break from school or then it'll never get done? only you'd know this. But you're almost out... I was thinking furtuer education or whatever. You're almost done though, that should be motivation enough in itself. Quit and fuck up when you just started not when you're almost done! hahaha.
Crisis's are for anyone, no age limit 'cept before like 10, even then you could have one.

Look up to yourself in the future, the future you. Or chat with me sometime, I'm quite the mind fuck.

krazedmunkie62 August 10 2006, 07:14:00 UTC

hey you. we should...study together or something. seeing as we both need to focus like hell this year/semester/whatever. you can come over to my house anytime you want. and libraries are wonderful. if you need anything, call me up, m'kay? drugs, partying...it's good to get it out of your system, to experience things and realize that it's not what you need. the important thing is that you figured it out on your own and that it's not something you know because someone spouted idiocies at you and that you didn't get sucked in so far that you couldn't get out.

love ya.

haplo_alone August 10 2006, 07:49:34 UTC

yeah, drugs are good, but only in moderation. remember that YOU need to live your life, not the drugs living your life ( ... )

haplo_alone August 10 2006, 07:56:36 UTC

oh yeah and i did want to say, control hasn't done anything good for anyone. its the lack of it (aka freedom) that bring people happiness and self-worth.

buckwilder August 11 2006, 14:29:07 UTC

I feel like I'm 23 and going through a mid-life crisis as well. Nothing and nobody prepares you for life after college either, they never let you know that after years upon years of goal-oriented living, of having a finish line in front of you and questing toward it that when you reach it there's nowhere to really go from there.

What I learned so far after graduating college, however, is that we are going to be around a long, long time and there's no real rush to do anything. For this reason I say develop slow interests and take them at your own pace to distract you from the mundane day-to-day crap. Other than that I have no real advice.

Enjoy college while you are in it, enjoy things while you have them or one day you might look back and wonder where it all went and want it all back, only it will be too late.

Regards,

Danielson.

justupahead August 11 2006, 17:01:22 UTC

everyone wrote you long, advising comments, and i guess i'm no good for that. but, i wanted to tell you that you'll be okay. it sounds like you have good friends, and you're better off than most because you see that certain things aren't working (trust me on this one).

and, on somewhat of a side not, i'm about to turn 21 and have no fucking clue what i am doing with myself. so i'm leaving the country for the weekend to sort some things out. hah.