I need to wake up. To get excited about something. To break out of this monotonous routine so I don't have to feel like...THIS anymore
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I know exactly how you feel that it's almost scary! I always get really down during the school year, and I don't know why. I think I just get into the routine of waking up, going to school, coming home, watching TV, and doing homework and there's just no variety and no break that my mind kind of succumbs to that lifestlye and I forget about everything else. Like having fun, accomplishing things that DON'T have to do with school, and spending time with people I don't typically see - it just doesn't seem so important as that stupid-ass routine.
So don't worry...you're not depressed and there's nothing wrong with you. I think a lot of people feel this way!
Just keep telling yourself that if you make it through Senior year, you'll be good to go for the rest of your life!
I think I know what you mean. During the school year you get into this monotonous routine where all you do each day is the same thing...wake up, get ready, go to school, go to practice, get home, do homework, go to bed and start all over again the next day. I get like that for sure, I just want something to break it up, our lives are controlled by those annoying little bells...ahhh! Oh well, sometimes you just need to step back and take a breather and enjoy the little things in life...always helps me! Luv you!
Yeah, I was pretty tired of tilting my head to the left and putting my chin down. It seemed so unnatural...but I bet it'll make the pictures better! And I will definitely let you know when I get them back!
No news about the job yet. The Melting Pot said they'd call "at the end of the week" for callbacks. Well, it's past "the end of the week" and I haven't heard from them. But all Friday and yesterday morning our phones were screwed up so no one COULD call. And my mom said that sometimes it takes longer than they say...so I don't know. A Pier 1 is opening in Loveland though, and I applied at the one here in town. So I just need to tell them to consider me for the L-town position too.
Talk to you soon! I'm busy all this coming weekend with church stuff. But maybe the weekend of the 8-10 we can get together. (I'll have my pictures by then anyway!) I'll call you though.
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I know exactly how you feel that it's almost scary! I always get really down during the school year, and I don't know why. I think I just get into the routine of waking up, going to school, coming home, watching TV, and doing homework and there's just no variety and no break that my mind kind of succumbs to that lifestlye and I forget about everything else. Like having fun, accomplishing things that DON'T have to do with school, and spending time with people I don't typically see - it just doesn't seem so important as that stupid-ass routine.
So don't worry...you're not depressed and there's nothing wrong with you. I think a lot of people feel this way!
Just keep telling yourself that if you make it through Senior year, you'll be good to go for the rest of your life!
Love ya, babe! Keep your chinny-chin up!
<3 Sarah
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Yeah, I was pretty tired of tilting my head to the left and putting my chin down. It seemed so unnatural...but I bet it'll make the pictures better! And I will definitely let you know when I get them back!
No news about the job yet. The Melting Pot said they'd call "at the end of the week" for callbacks. Well, it's past "the end of the week" and I haven't heard from them. But all Friday and yesterday morning our phones were screwed up so no one COULD call. And my mom said that sometimes it takes longer than they say...so I don't know. A Pier 1 is opening in Loveland though, and I applied at the one here in town. So I just need to tell them to consider me for the L-town position too.
Talk to you soon! I'm busy all this coming weekend with church stuff. But maybe the weekend of the 8-10 we can get together. (I'll have my pictures by then anyway!) I'll call you though.
<3 Sarah
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