only yogurt
running at least a mile on monday and wednesday
B12 vitamins and green tea
coffee
advil

it'll work

it'll turn out the way i want

it's all good

sick

randomly really depressed for no reason at all

tired

lonely

overwhelmed

shitiiiiiiiii

why am i single?
this is so silly.
im so bored.

it hurts

too much

it shouldnt feel like this

it never has before

i dont get it

this doesnt happen to me, im too careful, im too reclusive, im too bitter

oh goodness. i got pulled over the other day. going 46 in a 25. ooops. but i just got a verbal warning. thank god. christmas was awsome. lots of fun, got lots of good stuff. i hate boys. and alcohol. and boring vacations. yea, thats my life as of right now.

one of my closest friends asked me out today, and i said no. the entire time he was trying to convince me to like him, and then saying "well, i cant change the way you feel." i feel like such a bitch. but hwat am i supposed to do? i would be so half-assed if i said yes. i feel bad.

so my mom is going away for the weekend, and leaving me the car. i have to go pick her up on sunday aroung 6, anyone wanna come? she's being rediculous and wont let me go on my own. she thinks ill get lost. crazy woman! yea. other than that.....i dont know. im in astronomy class and im really bored. so yea. i guess ill stop now. im being booooring.

pepito or pierre? ..................or something else?

im a gimp.

i got my liscens on friday, and then partied. what a weeknend i had! anyone want me to vist, cuz i will, now that i CAN!!!!