Is it sad that all i've ever wanted was to be a normal depressed person. They can always draw beautiful pictures or have some sort of creative way of showing their depression. The only thing that helped me feel some what similar to everyone else was that i could write songs...now i can't even do that. I feel so empty now. All i wanna do is ( Read more... )

So tonight i finally got to watch the most anticipated movie that i've wanted to see for like 6 months! I don't know if i was forcing myself to love it, but i definetly it did. I already ever like wide screen, but for this movie, it seemed to fit for it. The shots were like in Ice Storm (which is also a good movie). For those of you who don't know ( Read more... )

I could fill up my page in just one night on what pops into my head every moment after i say update. Somedays i hate my depression, but somedays its the only thing that makes feel sane. Like i'm not just one of those fake people out there, or one of those bubbly people that are like that everyday. I'm actually a person who can feel down and know ( Read more... )

So since i want to be a director when i get older (notice how i didn't say grow up, cuz who knows when i will grow up) i've been thinking about plots to do movies on. I came up with one. I wanted to call it The beholder of the eye. It was going to be a movie about a person who suddenly got the "gift" to see through the eyes of every person in the ( Read more... )

There is no such thing as sexuality, only loneliness

"And finally, in news that will have "tell me what you want, what you really really want" running through your head for the rest of the day, the Spice Girls may be looking to get back together. The London Sun claims the onetime purveyors of bubblegum pop could pocket close to $20 million apiece if plans fall into place for a reunion tour. Mel B, ( Read more... )

I hate life

R.I.P 4-20-99...Columbine people!

No more friends

"I want to think as positively as the 85 year old married to the 25 year old in the 5 bedroom house right next to the elementary school!"