i always wonder.

[frownslayingcow]

it's weird. carolyn's friends all hate me. i'm a pretty laid-back person. i don't really do anything offensive. i don't interfere with her social life NEARLY as much as i could...because frankly, i'm happy that she has friends. even though they are the ones who suck her dry and cause her to feel as if she is being pulled every which way, i

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[lostcountagain]

Hehe.

Amen Nikita.

[xforever]

I heart Devon. Thank you for standing up for me. I really don't know what's true and what's not... but I appreciate your support, mi freaking amor. I love you.

[frownslayingcow]

truth is relative. to me, everything i said is true. to everyone else, what they say is true. to you...nothing is true because you like to try and believe everyone. there are a million different truths, and i think you should try picking your own instead of observing others and taking their truths as your own. they cannot and will not apply to your life. i know it's interesting, but it's just a run on the treadmill. you're not getting anywhere watching everyone else grow up(or not). i love you too...sorry if i seem like whatever to your friends or anyone else. but you know the truth: only we know how it is...no one else has any idea.

[binaryhelix]

I cry myself to sleep at night knowing that you're using her body to feed your soul. I can only hope you realize one day how you've ruined life, and then you finally fucking kill yourself. I never want to fucking see your face again.

[frownslayingcow]

first. don't cry, little guy. second. i don't use anything or anyone. that would be shitty and completely unnecessary. third. maybe i've ruined your life, but it's sad that your life is based on someone you've talked to for like...a month or so. fourth. i'm past that part of my life...because, you know, i don't hang out with only freshmen anymore. and...fifth. yeah you don't have to see my face, but don't try too hard. i'm sure it'll happen. finally, quit being a little bitch because you're acting like a young adolescent. who the hell says "i never want to fucking see your face again" other than immature little people who hate their parents? get over yourself and look at what's going on around you. it'll serve you better than whatever you're looking at now.

[xforever]

AND I DON'T WANNA FEEL THIS OVERWHELMING HOSTILITY.

lol brian deleted his el jay

[sexycakes]

Oh man, commenting on something i have no place to comment on.

Um, I don't really know the whole story, but from what i've heard, Brian's being a little bitch about the whole thing.

"I cry myself to sleep at night knowing that you're using her body to feed your soul"

I mean, is he serious?

Like, serious as in, does he seriously go home and cry becuase you're dating some girl he likes?

Ah, don't worry too much about it. Relationship-deprived men have a way of becoming unstable with any topics regarding women. They just don't have enough experience to know how to react in situations like this. Poor kid probably isn't even conscious of how pathetic he sounds :/

I really can't help but pity this kind of behavior.

But it's actually mildly funny too, sorry if you don't find any humor in it. Anyways, that's just my two cents.

Re: lol brian deleted his el jay

[frownslayingcow]

oh no...i think it's hilarious. i wrote another entry that carolyn asked me to make private but i was pretty much making fun of him being a pussy. you can comment because this is, after all, a public journal. :) fuck privacy.