well. *sigh* these days have been weird. when i step back and think about it, i've got all these things that i never asked for. awesome, amazingly cool things, but i don't think they're really for me. i've got the job as pastry chef at a fine dining establishment. that is a great job...if you're planning on doing pastry for the rest of your ( Read more... )

so yeah. don't bother reading...i just need to let out all the thoughts i've been having recently ( Read more... )

so...i went to the store this morning because i wanted cereal and there was no milk. i was up because i had to bring the boy to school, but that's not this story. i brought in like 2 dollars because i don't have any money. i brought the milk up to the register, but the people working were busy. this random guy was talking to me about the milk ( Read more... )

i live for times like last night and this morning. however, 95% of the time, it's bullshit. i can't wait for 3 and a half years from now...

is it really that bad to hate everyone you don't like?

i'm seriously about to open my cafe. i'm seriously about to buy a new car. i'm seriously an adult and i seriously miss my fucking girlfriend to pieces. i'm seriously tired of my job, but at the same time i seriously love everyone there. i seriously am sick every day because i seriously don't know what to do. seriously i need to get a raise or ( Read more... )

i think i'm quitting my job. for a better one. that means free time will be mine at last. yay for lack of loyalty! patrick keeps tricking me into talking about myself when i have mystery to uphold. yeah. i'm too tired to type much more. i miss carolyn more than i miss raisin squares, and i can work myself up into a rant on that subject. ( Read more... )

some people are so cranky. emotions are overrated. so are fucking strawberry delight frosted mini wheats. oh well. off to play some more video games. cheer up, friends. it's not that bad.

i think too much. too often. one of the two. enough that my thoughts kind of interfere with anything i do. it pisses me off. on that note, i hate it when people tell you something's wrong with you when there's no real way to fix it. not like it's happened recently, but i thought about it. today's thoughts have also included road rash, my ( Read more... )

well. i'm laying in bed, trying to sleep. obviously not working so well. i thought i had something to say, which is why i started this. but i guess not. maybe i'll remember in the morning. NECRONOMICO: BOOK OF THE DEAD. carolyn i think i want us to watch that movie because it's a shitty horror film with like no budget from what i can tell. ( Read more... )