I'm in an emo moment, leave me alone
"Its funny How you can go through an entire year and nothing seems to change but when you look back, tears fall, and you see everything that meant the world to you is so different."
Gosh, I'm sorry, but I feel that I really need to get this out. If you don't like it then deal with it. So I thought freshman year was susposed to be a good year, ya know. Making new friends, getting new teachers, learning the courses of highschool. But really now that I think about it, my freshman year has been one of the worst years I've had. Loosing my virginity to iovan, my parents finding out and them loosing all trust in me, Best friends hating on me cause of some of the crazy shit I have done, People, I thought I was good friends with stabbed me in the back, and decided to talk major shit about me. The drama in freshman year is so much worse then the Middle School drama is. I wish I could just change the person that I am today. My parents still don't trust me, but they don't what I go through every day. Ever since the divorce back when I was in the 1st grade, I felt as if I had to rely on my friends for support. My parents were never there to talk to me about my problems. So I'm blamming them on why I'm the person I am today. Their the ones that made me this way. We could still be a happy family if my mom hadn't wanted that stupid divorce. She ruined my dads life, and now hes found a dumb bitch who thinks she can run my life. She acts like my mother, and she controls my social life. My dad has no say in this, cause he thinks she got everything under control. I can't go anywhere in my life without being yelled at or made fun of. Running away would be my only option, but i'm a much stronger person, and I wouldn't resort my self to such low-ness. Sure i've done some stupid shit in my life, nothing i can take back. And i fully regret that, i hate my self for putting all this stress on my life, family, and friends. I'm completely done with everything.
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