I jusat got home from work...i am so friggin bored.. not a whole lot to talk about.. just been going to work..doing the acceptable member of society thing(my @$$) Things are still very odd and akward for me.. .but i have a feeling somethings going to give.. i just do ....

Ben

Much love to all

The Ben.... ohh....third person! I NEED TO KNOW SPECIFICS ABOUT STAURDAY! IT IS A LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION>> I NEED TO KNOW THE FOLLOWING ( Read more... )

Well...Amanda majorly fucked up! But thats ok...i feel better today....went in for my first day at work that took my mind of things, so yea i feel better. thats it...

Ben

Much love

Cant explain really how i feel at this point... but thats ok... because i will smile and be happy as i have always done.. but as Brit told me...."But usually its not real" boy was she right.... again! The only person who knows my flaws.. and points them out.. but i love her for it! Someone has to! : )....well thats about it ( Read more... )

Figured i would put an entry in..... Bored out of my mind. Think i am going to go play Super Mario RPG... I dcalled Amanda yesterday... just to make sure that i didnt hurt her feelings by being cold to her... i did. So i apologized..i meant it to i felt really bad for being completely cold to her. She asked me exactly how i felt about her......oh ( Read more... )

You may kill me now...
But know this.....
The shadows go deeper than you know....
There is no escape for you....

This was the last words of an accused occulists before he was executed circa 1734... its sort of creepy...
But thats just me

Well... as i expected things went according to what i thought they would. Amanda and Josh got back together(i think). I am very happy for her. It was one of those things i knew was going to happen. But all is taters on the front. It suprised her that i wasnt hurt.. and that i was very accepting of the whole thing. She expected me to be upset.. i ( Read more... )

I hate being the inquisitive type... i really do! It causes me to think a lot.. and that tends to be rather....ummm for lack of a better word..tiring. I feel drained after my mind has sorted through the hundreds of possibilities of everything i am considering at the time. Of course my main thought consumption as of late has been Amanda...but of ( Read more... )

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