Its funny how things can suck so bad and yet at the same time be so amazing. things with Adam & I are akward, and they'll be even more akward when I give him his things back. I gaurentee we will slowly loose contact and i'm probably never going to see him again. Its going to happen soon, and i hate knowing that, but its the truth. Its not even like ( Read more... )

So yes Adam & I are over. It was just something i needed to do. I just wasnt happy with him. He was an amazing boyfriend and he treated me better than anyone ive dated but it just wasnt working, i wasnt into it. He seemed like more of a brother to me which isnt right. I wasnt going to stay with him and lie to myself and pretend lke we should be ( Read more... )

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The last few days have been some of the most confusing days of my entire life. I'm stuck in between something thats never going to happen and something thats happening. I honestly am torn between my situation. I have butterflies in my stomach. I'm scared of whats going to happen next, i really am. I love my friends more than anything, and i ( Read more... )

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so yeah Jons party last night. Holy shit, i can not even find the right words to explain this. First of all I locked my keys in my car, Nate saved me though and brought me home to get my spare. I drank way too much. I don't remember half the things that went on, people have to tell me. I remember crying hysterically for no reason at all. I owe a ( Read more... )

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A whole week has gone by and I can't say i've done too much. I haven't worked at all, so I had some free time. I am very pleased with my Sophomore project, it was good. Uhh I hung out with Karyn & Meg for a while. I've been driving her(meg) home lately, its fun.

On Wednesday, I think,  Adam & I went to the rope swing in Leominster with Shaun and ( Read more... )

I have been stareing at this screen for so long. Right now im procrasting doing two projects. I think i'll start soon and just stay up as long as is takes. The two worst classes, History & english. Arggggh.

Work today was awful, and now i have 8 hours this week, what the fuck? I hate that place so much. I cant wait till summer.

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