When all the world is black and white
I'm just a shade of grey
No matter how far that I run
I feel like I should stay
But when my friends become the foe
My life is incomplete
I try my best to break the chain
But this I will repeat.

I don't know how much more I can take. Car crash, false alarm about my friend, homework, the play, am I acting right, what?
I just need to sleep...

So disconnected... When will this cycle end?

Before I start- Shane, You know what I'm gonna say. That's all I will say. Do what you want. =) (It won't let me comment on yours, and whether that's intentional or not I do not care ( Read more... )

Cry and you cry alone ( Read more... )

There is a good side to me having a 6 hour workday today. I had time to both get worked up about the shit I have to deal with because of some people, and still time to cool down afterward. 3 hours ago I had every intention of saying things on this wretched excuse for communication that could have easily ended what tenuous friendships I hold with ( Read more... )

I operate differently. I do not have original views. I do not act different than anyone else.
But I am different. That's why I always feel alone, no matter how accepted I am. I appreciate you all, I love you all so much.
I just wish there was a way to get rid of this feeling.

I know you all are close to me, love me, hate me, tolerate me, whatever. I know you all include me now I and I feel so much better now that it's happened. I love you all and know you'd go to great lengths for me as well...

So why do I still feel so cripplingly alone?
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And finally, my last secret for this week: I know more about you than you ( Read more... )

If I could, I would give my closest friends anything

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Stability |||||| 23% Orderliness |||||||||| 40% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious ||||||||| ( Read more... )

Why are all the feelings I used be be going through recently surfacing in an ugly manner in others all of a sudden. Not just those close to me, but those in other social groups as well. It is EERIE ( Read more... )