Morning Smiles Like the Face Of a Newborn Child

[frozntears]

This is my second live journal. I won't use this one as much as the other. I guess this one's just gonna be here to use as a place to bitch about my pathetic attempt at a life. I guess I don't have room to complain, at least I have a roof over my head. I just wish I had someone to listen to me. I've tried talking to my friends, but I feel like

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[unheardcries5]

Alright, now, MaKenzie, it's just me talkin to you. Now, you know I love you, and you know I would care DEEPLY if you died! I know that I haven't exactly been the greatest friend.. and I'm sorry. Sometimes I get too caught up in my own problems.. to try to figure them out.. to realize what is going on around me. Your mom is a bitch. Don't ever listen to her. What she tells you is completely wrong.. and you should NOT take it to heart. You are nothing of what she says. You can defeat this thing they call an "illness"... the cutting. You can! Believe me.. if I can.. you can. You just, you have to open up to friends.. like me. You have to hide your razors.. hide the knifes.. find other ways to vent your problems. Even if it's not to someone like me, paper. Write them down. Do something to get these feelings out. Once you do that, you are one step ahead of the game. You will get through this, MaKenzie.. you will. I know you can.. I believe you can. I don't know what I'd do without you. You mean alot to me.. and always will! I love you