Leaving the station, the train seems to glide

by comparison, subways rides are horseback on unraveling brick road

I type to practice, just to see what it feels like to make $2500 worth of aluminum and silicon

mirror my forced and halting thoughts.

Virgin-free, is what they should call the festival, a place designated for debauchery, really

Sadly, I ( Read more... )

An impromptu list of the most important things (unordered)

• The Internet
• Fractals
• Entropy
• LSD
• Emergence

Its looking exceedingly likely that tomorrow will be the last class period lecture I ever sit through ( Read more... )

I'm thankful that my family no longer acts like they are strangers to one another. I don't know  if it was my brother dying or something else, but until this past year it has always felt like we all were just pretending to know one another. It's good that so much of that has abated.

I'm thankful to be finding out how much I want my brothers to be my ( Read more... )

Caroling a peasant's platitudes
my entitled success is a hinge.
Allows revolution
without the loss of assembly,
order.
Oversight on my part,
it would seem,
to expect entropy's
blind cooperation.

Yet I bet;
set dice in motion
Let it ride,
forget the notion
that all forms
a blind devotion
rot like driftwood 
in the ocean.

Why doesn't anybody ever tell me no?
Know?
No,
I ( Read more... )

Physics: interesting ( Read more... )

I'm going to start changing my mathematical notation however I want  I'll change only a couple at a time for a few weeks each to get used to them, and eventually see if I can make abstract, novel, or somehow more efficient notations actively function in my mathematics. Trollz, lolz, and automobowls.

I am getting better at programming fast. Like... fast.  

Taking various kinds of prescribed drugs is only serving to reinforce my belief (conceit, delusion) that the division between legal and illegal drugs is almost entirely superficial ( Read more... )

I think I'm losing my ability to normally socialize ( Read more... )