I'm sick of being alone ( Read more... )

I really hate being the second choice. Convenient when there's nothing better to do. It really pisses me off.

I had to debut my wonderful new icon from my wonderful friend April. She's amazing, I only wish I were so talented on the computer.

Oh I love Audrey and I love this movie!! Thankyou April!!!!

So I was feeling poorly last night, alone and misunderstood and just all around crappy. So I went online and I joined a book club and I ordered 5 new books, including the sequel to Wicked and a Marilyn Monroe biography (one review called it the definitive biography, how exciting). It's really like being in elementary school and ordering books from ( Read more... )

I feel so alone right now. And I don't think it's going to get better soon. Why can't anyone understand me?

My boss is out of town this and next week. Which means I have a free chance to screw off and not really do anything. Which is bad but I don't really care right now. I'm getting stuff done, just not much ( Read more... )

I have a new Nalgene bottle. It's green. I washed it really well this morning so it wouldn't be dirty. Now my water tastes like soap.

This summer has been so long and so short for so many reasons. I have a great job that I love and I get to goof off all day but still work hard and feel good about myself. I have friends around to hang out with and be silly with. But that's probably the hardest part. I have this one friend in particular, she left after school ended for the summer ( Read more... )

Just thought I'd update since I never do anymore. It's summer, I'm in Ashland, I'm working hard and trying to keep light about it. I'm having a good time, I'm in my new apartment and my best friend comes home in two weeks, my mom visits me just before that and I have good classes to look forward to in the fall. Things are deffinately looking up. ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the longest day I've had in a long time. I had some good parts and some bad parts ( Read more... )