Despite the fact that he isn't coming to my wedding, I recognize the fact that he is sorry and already is trying to make up for it.  My dad has sent me and Ben some money to help us with the wedding which we decided to use for our Honeymoon.  We're going to Key West for a week.  He has also sent us our wedding gifts of: a comforter and throw ( Read more... )

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Ben and I now have our Wedding bands.  I am so excited. 
We have 22 days until the BIG DAY!!

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I stumbled across this web site today and was very intrigued.  http://www.turboforce3d.com/

I love this artist.  I am "wowed"

This is my new wall paper.


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My friend Josh sent this to me, via IM.  I thought I would share

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How do I reestablish a relationship that was never strong in the first place?  How do I get him to come visit me and get to know me?  How do I get him to change his perception of "Fatherhood"?

Once Ben and I get moved into our new place, we'll have an office and a guest bedroom.  I want my dad to visit us.  Stay with us for a couple of weeks.  Of ( Read more... )

I was just told the Anthem is going to allow Ben to be put on my insurance the day of the wedding.  It went into effect faster than expected.  My boss thought that He wouldn't be able to join my account until the month after.  I was really pushing it because I want Ben to have health insurance while we're in Key West just in case something happens ( Read more... )

Ben and I received Dad's RSVP last night.  He's not coming.  That pisses me off that he doesn't even try to make it up (for never being there or at least try to be a "dad").  I told myself a long time ago that I didn't want my children to know my dad.  I don't want him in their lives.  Jennifer and I have lived a life of his BROKEN promises.  I don ( Read more... )

played on Paint Shop today...


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Monday night I finished stuffing my invitations for the Wedding.  I wrapped up all the invitations for the people here at work in a pink satin ribbon and dropped them off in everybody’s mailbox.  I was in a great mood.  It was even better when Josh brought in some of his GREAT home-made muffins.  I helped myself to one cause I was starving, not ( Read more... )