helena's funeral seemed so unreal.
i mean i just went camping with her two weekends ago,
and now she's gone. gone.
when i saw zoey, bridget and zephyr crying...
i cried so hard. harder than i've cried in a long time.

we will all miss her very very much.

this time next year,
i will be having thanksgiving with uncle bill, aunt nicole, siler and griffin,
and going to...


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bear grylls. and today im out in the texas hill country... blah blah blah ( Read more... )

i smell like chlorine constantly. 24/7. the joys of swimteam.

margot tenenbaum. that's who im dressing up as tomorrow. i couldn't remember her name for the longest tiime.

mix cds = ♥

linklater's ranch this weekend.

camping next weekend.

oh boy.

revised list:
-Academy of Art University
-Columbia College Chicago
-DePaul University
-Eugene Lang College
-Texas State University
-University of Iowa
-University of North Texas

tomorrow:
1) swim meet
2) zephyr's party
3) joe's party
4) harrison's last day in austin.
5) other stuff...

sunday:
NOTHING! AH!

i love lists.
the end.

how about this; if i'm not allowed to have friends over, he's only allowed to have one girlfriend at a time. not four or five.

just one.

i hate him.

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no. down. time. ever. thank. god. for. a. c. l. the. end.

everything is very complicated.
yes. no. maybe. i don't know.
i do and i don't.
are you kidding?
fffuuuuuuuccccckkkkkkkkkk.
back and forth.
back and forth.
back and forth.