so basically I've been doing a lot of thinking. I know what I should do about my problem....but the thing is...I don't want to. It will mean hardship and a lot of pain and hurt. I don't want to but I really am beginning to believe that I should. :'-(
I still feel awkward and judged here on campus...and yet I feel so at home on Goshen campus. Thus, im there on weekends......this sucks butt. ahhhhh.........I want to make friends....so bad.....im trying....but cant passed the "i'm being judged" stage. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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I'm going to try and let go of every issue and every struggle that I am dealing with in my life right now. I cant do it on my own anymore. i need help. I need God. I need friends. I need relationships
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so im exhausted. Got up for my 8am class this morning. I dont have another class till 1:00 so I just experienced my first college nap. yay! naps are a beautiful thing
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Lately I have been doing a lot of thinking about my life. As most of you know I am leaving for Grace College in August. I have been scared and worrying a lot about many different things. Dont get me wrong, i'm very excited and anxious to go, but at the same time i'm sad and scared
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You want to know a way to have fun....Extreme Rock Paper Scissors. Ok, I admit, I may not be fun in the middle of the day, but late at night, when your around a bunch of your friends....it is hillarious
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