Even After Forever (part 1: Seven Years of Love)
We met seven years ago.
“Kyuhyun, really! There is no point me staying anymore!” Ryeowook yelled with tears in his eyes as he avoided Kyuhyun’s gaze by concentrating on the white ivory of the piano keys in front of him. “I will only hurt you if I do!”
No one knew we would say goodbye this easily.
“I don’t understand!” Kyuhyun gritted his teeth in frustration. “Why do you want to leave now?”
“That’s because all our memories were just of us being friends!” Ryeowook shouted, pain in his heart as he felt the total opposite. Didn’t Kyuhyun want to be with Sungmin? After all, they were always together. Ryeowook who wanted only Kyuhyun’s happiness sacrificed his own.
“The only way I can do it is if I leave,” Ryeowook thought bitterly. “Then Kyuhyun can forget me.”
With the memories we built for a long time, now gone.
“But what does being friends have to do with all this?” Kyuhyun slammed his hand the table angrily. “With the leaving, I still don’t understand?”
“Can’t you understand, Kyu?” Ryeowook’s voice trembled. “I just want you to be happy.”
They said saying goodbyes are painful.
But I didn’t even have time to feel that.
“If you want me to be happy, then stay!” Kyuhyun pleaded, his control over his emotions slipping slightly.
“But how can I do that?” Ryeowook’s fingers ran quickly over the piano as he murmured words that swallowed his entire being. “Wouldn’t it be better if I stayed away? I don’t want to interfere.”
Even if I met someone else again.
Even I loved again.
“Hyung, remember when you called me the other time?” Kyuhyun whispered, forcing Ryeowook play the piano softer. “You were crying and I wanted to say something to you…”
Whenever I was sad I would call you without a word, just tears falling.
“Of course.” Ryeowook knew. That was the day where Kyuhyun told him about Sungmin.
You have met a good person.
“Hyung, before I tell you anything else, please know how much you have made me happy through all these years,” Kyuyhun bit his lip.
Back then we thought that kind of love couldn’t be done again and so we saved it in our memories.
But now I know you cannot ask anything.
“But I know you’ll be happier with Sungmin.” Ryeowook’s tears fell as his hands slipped from the keys of the piano, feeling too cold to play any longer.
“Hyung, what do you…” Kyuhyun was cut short as Ryeowook stood up, the piano chair dragging against the ground loudly.
“I know you love him Kyu!” Ryeowook shouted fiercely, tears falling down from his eyes. “Please forget me!”
Ryeowook strode out of the room, his heart feeling shattered, leaving Kyuhyun alone in the darkness.
Then I cried they were your last words to me.
For the only words I wanted to hear was that you loved me.
- tbc -
i think it is romance angst. so much fail, the song didn't even HAVE this meaning.. -.-
and happy birthday to Singapore! xD
“Kyuhyun, really! There is no point me staying anymore!” Ryeowook yelled with tears in his eyes as he avoided Kyuhyun’s gaze by concentrating on the white ivory of the piano keys in front of him. “I will only hurt you if I do!”
No one knew we would say goodbye this easily.
“I don’t understand!” Kyuhyun gritted his teeth in frustration. “Why do you want to leave now?”
“That’s because all our memories were just of us being friends!” Ryeowook shouted, pain in his heart as he felt the total opposite. Didn’t Kyuhyun want to be with Sungmin? After all, they were always together. Ryeowook who wanted only Kyuhyun’s happiness sacrificed his own.
“The only way I can do it is if I leave,” Ryeowook thought bitterly. “Then Kyuhyun can forget me.”
With the memories we built for a long time, now gone.
“But what does being friends have to do with all this?” Kyuhyun slammed his hand the table angrily. “With the leaving, I still don’t understand?”
“Can’t you understand, Kyu?” Ryeowook’s voice trembled. “I just want you to be happy.”
They said saying goodbyes are painful.
But I didn’t even have time to feel that.
“If you want me to be happy, then stay!” Kyuhyun pleaded, his control over his emotions slipping slightly.
“But how can I do that?” Ryeowook’s fingers ran quickly over the piano as he murmured words that swallowed his entire being. “Wouldn’t it be better if I stayed away? I don’t want to interfere.”
Even if I met someone else again.
Even I loved again.
“Hyung, remember when you called me the other time?” Kyuhyun whispered, forcing Ryeowook play the piano softer. “You were crying and I wanted to say something to you…”
Whenever I was sad I would call you without a word, just tears falling.
“Of course.” Ryeowook knew. That was the day where Kyuhyun told him about Sungmin.
You have met a good person.
“Hyung, before I tell you anything else, please know how much you have made me happy through all these years,” Kyuyhun bit his lip.
Back then we thought that kind of love couldn’t be done again and so we saved it in our memories.
But now I know you cannot ask anything.
“But I know you’ll be happier with Sungmin.” Ryeowook’s tears fell as his hands slipped from the keys of the piano, feeling too cold to play any longer.
“Hyung, what do you…” Kyuhyun was cut short as Ryeowook stood up, the piano chair dragging against the ground loudly.
“I know you love him Kyu!” Ryeowook shouted fiercely, tears falling down from his eyes. “Please forget me!”
Ryeowook strode out of the room, his heart feeling shattered, leaving Kyuhyun alone in the darkness.
Then I cried they were your last words to me.
For the only words I wanted to hear was that you loved me.
- tbc -
i think it is romance angst. so much fail, the song didn't even HAVE this meaning.. -.-
and happy birthday to Singapore! xD