everything she does reminds me of you
everything she does reminds me of you | G
Kyuhyun ; girl!Ryeowook ; girl!Sungmin
and when I look at her, I wonder if that’s why you fell in love with me.
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My dearest Ryeowook,
It’s been five years since you left, and I wonder if you would know, but Sungmin is getting prettier and prettier every day.
Today I brought her out for a birthday dinner. She looked beautiful in the new dress I bought her. I let her wear the diamond bracelet which you left behind and she loved it very much. She wanted me to bring me to that restaurant where we first met because she said she loved the food there. I’m sure she really loved it. She really loved the cookies and cream cake too, the one that we always used to eat together.
The day before, Sungmin wanted me to take her to the salon just down the road to get a haircut. She said that her hair was getting too long, and I suppose she was right. She told me that she wanted it just below her shoulder, just like how you used to wear your hair. Her hair does not have the gold shots that your hair does, but it’s exactly the same dusky brown as yours. I let her curl it a little too. Maybe you could have done it the same way.
My dearest Ryeowook,
Maybe you might find it strange, but sometimes I cook ramyun with Sungmin in the kitchen. She looks so adorable dressed in the pink apron that you used to wear. She’s almost as good at cooking as you and much better at cooking than me, and so she always chides me how to cook the ramyun. Sungmin usually cannot reach the food on the higher shelves, and I remember carrying you the same way I used to carry her to get the food. She’s a knack at blueberry muffins. I wonder who taught her.
Recently, Sungmin played me a song on the piano and I recognized it as the song we used to dance to when I brought you home. She sang it beautifully and her voice sounded sweet and crystal clear, like the angel of a voice yours was. She also closed her dark-lashed eyes, just as how you used to when you wanted to pour your heart into singing for me. When she finished the song, I swept her up in my arms in a hug, and gave her a sweet kiss on her soft cheek; red as roses, red as yours.
My dearest Ryeowook,
Sungmin sleeps with me every night. Her warm breath and the soft thumping of her heartbeat when I hug her dearly reminds me of you. She loves cuddling under the blanket with the short side, and the way she curls herself up is exactly the way you used to. Sometimes she pokes my nose when she thinks I’m asleep. That’s something new, but I’m getting used to it. In fact, I love it when she does that to me.
And yet, she cries herself to sleep, and it breaks my heart. When I ask her why, she tells me that it was her fault that you left me. I reassure and affirm to her that it’s not, but for some reason, she still thinks it is. She’s blaming herself for the love I’ve lost and forgetting about the love I’ve gained. The tears that roll down her cheeks fall from dark almond shape eyes that resemble mine; the only part of me that I could give her. Sometimes, I see myself through her eyes and when I look at her, I wonder if that’s why you fell in love with me.
My dearest Ryeowook,
Do you know how much Sungmin reminds me of you? I miss you so much every day, yet I love Sungmin so much that she sometimes eases the pain a little bit. Her smile, her hair, the way she sings along with the piano… I can see in her everything that was in you. She’s exactly like you, and I love her so much. Maybe I’ll have to admit that I love her more than I love you. The love I have for Sungmin was the love you gave to me and the love I gave to you combined to give birth to our beautiful daughter that I hold in my arms every night.
I no longer ask myself why you had to give yourself up five years ago for her to come into the world.
And I know you’re watching over her from heaven.
Yet,
My dearest Ryeowook,
I miss you.
With love,
Kyuhyun.
if you feel like strangling me, please feel free.
ah ~ i wonder what i'm doing with my life nowadays..
written because my closest male friend left me for.. another guy. :l
THINGS LIKE THAT JUST DON'T WORK OUT
and i feel like pounding my head against a wall ~
happy mother's day! :D /shot
Kyuhyun ; girl!Ryeowook ; girl!Sungmin
and when I look at her, I wonder if that’s why you fell in love with me.
`
My dearest Ryeowook,
It’s been five years since you left, and I wonder if you would know, but Sungmin is getting prettier and prettier every day.
Today I brought her out for a birthday dinner. She looked beautiful in the new dress I bought her. I let her wear the diamond bracelet which you left behind and she loved it very much. She wanted me to bring me to that restaurant where we first met because she said she loved the food there. I’m sure she really loved it. She really loved the cookies and cream cake too, the one that we always used to eat together.
The day before, Sungmin wanted me to take her to the salon just down the road to get a haircut. She said that her hair was getting too long, and I suppose she was right. She told me that she wanted it just below her shoulder, just like how you used to wear your hair. Her hair does not have the gold shots that your hair does, but it’s exactly the same dusky brown as yours. I let her curl it a little too. Maybe you could have done it the same way.
My dearest Ryeowook,
Maybe you might find it strange, but sometimes I cook ramyun with Sungmin in the kitchen. She looks so adorable dressed in the pink apron that you used to wear. She’s almost as good at cooking as you and much better at cooking than me, and so she always chides me how to cook the ramyun. Sungmin usually cannot reach the food on the higher shelves, and I remember carrying you the same way I used to carry her to get the food. She’s a knack at blueberry muffins. I wonder who taught her.
Recently, Sungmin played me a song on the piano and I recognized it as the song we used to dance to when I brought you home. She sang it beautifully and her voice sounded sweet and crystal clear, like the angel of a voice yours was. She also closed her dark-lashed eyes, just as how you used to when you wanted to pour your heart into singing for me. When she finished the song, I swept her up in my arms in a hug, and gave her a sweet kiss on her soft cheek; red as roses, red as yours.
My dearest Ryeowook,
Sungmin sleeps with me every night. Her warm breath and the soft thumping of her heartbeat when I hug her dearly reminds me of you. She loves cuddling under the blanket with the short side, and the way she curls herself up is exactly the way you used to. Sometimes she pokes my nose when she thinks I’m asleep. That’s something new, but I’m getting used to it. In fact, I love it when she does that to me.
And yet, she cries herself to sleep, and it breaks my heart. When I ask her why, she tells me that it was her fault that you left me. I reassure and affirm to her that it’s not, but for some reason, she still thinks it is. She’s blaming herself for the love I’ve lost and forgetting about the love I’ve gained. The tears that roll down her cheeks fall from dark almond shape eyes that resemble mine; the only part of me that I could give her. Sometimes, I see myself through her eyes and when I look at her, I wonder if that’s why you fell in love with me.
My dearest Ryeowook,
Do you know how much Sungmin reminds me of you? I miss you so much every day, yet I love Sungmin so much that she sometimes eases the pain a little bit. Her smile, her hair, the way she sings along with the piano… I can see in her everything that was in you. She’s exactly like you, and I love her so much. Maybe I’ll have to admit that I love her more than I love you. The love I have for Sungmin was the love you gave to me and the love I gave to you combined to give birth to our beautiful daughter that I hold in my arms every night.
I no longer ask myself why you had to give yourself up five years ago for her to come into the world.
And I know you’re watching over her from heaven.
Yet,
My dearest Ryeowook,
I miss you.
With love,
Kyuhyun.
if you feel like strangling me, please feel free.
ah ~ i wonder what i'm doing with my life nowadays..
written because my closest male friend left me for.. another guy. :l
THINGS LIKE THAT JUST DON'T WORK OUT
and i feel like pounding my head against a wall ~
happy mother's day! :D /shot