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xX part 3 - SiChul // miss Hangeng very much
Laughs. Tears. Dreams. Everything that Heechul did was shared with Hangeng. Heechul missed Hangeng. Biting his lips in a weak attempt to stop tears from flowing as he thought about it, Heechul shrugged into a thin shirt. This would be the first party that Super Junior had together without Hangeng. Heechul was so upset that he sat on the bed, feeling too heartbroken to wear his trousers.
“Heechul-hyung, are you done?” Siwon called, toweling his hair dry as he stepped out of the bathroom in only his shorts. He stopped in his tracks when he saw Heechul sitting motionless on the bed and he immediately guessed what happened.
Walking over quickly but not hastily to Heechul, Siwon gripped Heechul’s shoulder tightly and forced Heechul to look with blurry eyes into his own. Siwon missed Hangeng too, but he had learned slowly and painfully to let go. Heechul however, hadn’t.
“Hyung, how can I make you feel better?” Siwon asked kindly, knowing that the phrase “please forget him” would not work.
“There’s nothing good in life anymore,” Heechul responded not according to Siwon’s question in an indifferent tone. “Nowadays, what is there to enjoy?”
Siwon stared at Heechul. Was Heechul forgetting Super Junior? Forgetting Siwon? Did Heechul only see Hangeng? Had it always been that way? Why? Siwon felt a tiny flare of jealously and wondered at it. Nevertheless, he shook Heechul slightly and asked: “Am I not good enough for you?”
“I don’t know,” Heechul replied monotonously. “I just want it again, Hangeng…” Heechul’s composure was slipping slightly, Siwon could tell by Heechul’s trembling voice.
“What do you want again hyung?” Siwon asked, reluctant to know the answer.
“Why do you want to know?” Heechul asked, suddenly snapping laughingly like his old self. Siwon was not fooled, Heechul’s voice was faltering. “Are you interested in me? Do I look good to you?” However, he did not expect Siwon to respond by pushing Heechul on the bed forcefully.
“You look good hyung,” Siwon murmered. “You look…” The words stopped flowing as Siwon kissed Heechul hungrily and fiercely, his hand feathering the top button of Heechul’s shirt. His tongue slid in to taste Heechul and immediately tasted the fried rice that Hangeng used to make so well. Siwon was not satisfied. He made sure his tongue covered every part of Heechul with his taste, sucking on Heechul’s tongue at certain intervals. Heechul was good indeed.
Finally breaking the kiss, Siwon looked and Heechul and was not surprised to see Heechul’s shocked expression. The surprising part was the lust swirling in Heechul’s eyes that had started to tear slightly. Siwon was not given enough time to think any longer; Heechul pulled Siwon in swiftly for another kiss. Siwon did not want another kiss. He did not like the taste. He wanted to taste something else.
His tongue licked Heechul’s lip politely before running down Heechul’s neck in a trail. His fingers automatically clawed at each of Heechul’s buttons, removing them and moving down swiftly like a robot. Heechul had started to respond to Siwon’s touches and was groping around the zip of Siwon’s shorts. He thrust his hips up and grinded them against Siwon who immediately moaned at the feeling.
Siwon slipped his palm down to Heechul’s length and squeezed it which caused Heechul to cry out. Heechul finally mumbled something when Siwon started to stroke Heechul’s hardening member through the cotton underwear at an unbearably slow pace.
“Mm, hyung? What did you say?”
“Not much,” Heechul said, biting his lip, his eyes wet. “I just said that Hangeng did it exactly the same way.”
end.
getting more and more depressed. nothing seems to make sense any more.
the third of a six/seven part series. we'll see how this goes.
xX part 3 - SiChul // miss Hangeng very much
Laughs. Tears. Dreams. Everything that Heechul did was shared with Hangeng. Heechul missed Hangeng. Biting his lips in a weak attempt to stop tears from flowing as he thought about it, Heechul shrugged into a thin shirt. This would be the first party that Super Junior had together without Hangeng. Heechul was so upset that he sat on the bed, feeling too heartbroken to wear his trousers.
“Heechul-hyung, are you done?” Siwon called, toweling his hair dry as he stepped out of the bathroom in only his shorts. He stopped in his tracks when he saw Heechul sitting motionless on the bed and he immediately guessed what happened.
Walking over quickly but not hastily to Heechul, Siwon gripped Heechul’s shoulder tightly and forced Heechul to look with blurry eyes into his own. Siwon missed Hangeng too, but he had learned slowly and painfully to let go. Heechul however, hadn’t.
“Hyung, how can I make you feel better?” Siwon asked kindly, knowing that the phrase “please forget him” would not work.
“There’s nothing good in life anymore,” Heechul responded not according to Siwon’s question in an indifferent tone. “Nowadays, what is there to enjoy?”
Siwon stared at Heechul. Was Heechul forgetting Super Junior? Forgetting Siwon? Did Heechul only see Hangeng? Had it always been that way? Why? Siwon felt a tiny flare of jealously and wondered at it. Nevertheless, he shook Heechul slightly and asked: “Am I not good enough for you?”
“I don’t know,” Heechul replied monotonously. “I just want it again, Hangeng…” Heechul’s composure was slipping slightly, Siwon could tell by Heechul’s trembling voice.
“What do you want again hyung?” Siwon asked, reluctant to know the answer.
“Why do you want to know?” Heechul asked, suddenly snapping laughingly like his old self. Siwon was not fooled, Heechul’s voice was faltering. “Are you interested in me? Do I look good to you?” However, he did not expect Siwon to respond by pushing Heechul on the bed forcefully.
“You look good hyung,” Siwon murmered. “You look…” The words stopped flowing as Siwon kissed Heechul hungrily and fiercely, his hand feathering the top button of Heechul’s shirt. His tongue slid in to taste Heechul and immediately tasted the fried rice that Hangeng used to make so well. Siwon was not satisfied. He made sure his tongue covered every part of Heechul with his taste, sucking on Heechul’s tongue at certain intervals. Heechul was good indeed.
Finally breaking the kiss, Siwon looked and Heechul and was not surprised to see Heechul’s shocked expression. The surprising part was the lust swirling in Heechul’s eyes that had started to tear slightly. Siwon was not given enough time to think any longer; Heechul pulled Siwon in swiftly for another kiss. Siwon did not want another kiss. He did not like the taste. He wanted to taste something else.
His tongue licked Heechul’s lip politely before running down Heechul’s neck in a trail. His fingers automatically clawed at each of Heechul’s buttons, removing them and moving down swiftly like a robot. Heechul had started to respond to Siwon’s touches and was groping around the zip of Siwon’s shorts. He thrust his hips up and grinded them against Siwon who immediately moaned at the feeling.
Siwon slipped his palm down to Heechul’s length and squeezed it which caused Heechul to cry out. Heechul finally mumbled something when Siwon started to stroke Heechul’s hardening member through the cotton underwear at an unbearably slow pace.
“Mm, hyung? What did you say?”
“Not much,” Heechul said, biting his lip, his eyes wet. “I just said that Hangeng did it exactly the same way.”
end.
getting more and more depressed. nothing seems to make sense any more.
the third of a six/seven part series. we'll see how this goes.